DRABBLES POST
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i know i didn't write all the drabbles from the requests but i just turned on some music and started to write on random days so this too an infinite amount of time and i still think all the drabbles suck but we know how i feel about my writing :\ ... so without further adieu(how does that even make sense?) i bring to you my drabble disasters D:
drabbles with musical beginnings(sort of)
pairings(in order): kang in/tae yeon(friendship), tablo/hyuk jae, hyuk jae/ee teuk, yunho/heechul, tae hwa/ee teuk, shi won/ee teuk(onesided yehteuk), kang in/heechul, kang in/ee teuk, shi won/ee teuk, kyu hyun/ryeo wook
rating/genre: g to nc-17, fluff to angst...
notes: i don't think i've read over any of these so i apologize for any spelling errors and things of that nature.
7989 kang in/tae yeon
is there any such fool? don't you know yet?
i'm standing with my arms wide open.
"oppa, you're so annoying," tae yeon chides with her bottom lip pouted out and kang in scowls, folding his arms childishly over his chest.
"fine, i'll never speak to you again."
"what about the radio show?"
"that's different."
"you talked," she grins, waving her pen in his face as he glares over in her direction. "it's annoying when you talk about yourself so much." tae yeon finishes with a sigh, leaning her head against kang in's shoulder. she thinks about how much she really likes to listen to him talk as they sit together in the hallway before taping- even if he does only talk about himself.
he sighs as well and itches at his chin for a moment before looking down at the top of her head, speaking quietly, "yah, would you rather me talk about you?"
"stop being stupid."
"you're so pretty, oppa could look at you all day," he croons, nudging her lightly.
"it was better when you didn't talk," she whines with a grin that he can't see.
나비야(butterfly) tablo/hyuk jae
i know we can’t meet again; i just want to see you once more
"what are we, hyung," hyuk jae asks over a bitter cup of coffee, too black for his liking. "are we just- is this a one time thing or you know..."
tablo watches the rain repel off of the glass and how it cuts through the fog left behind from the cold on the windowpane.
"i really don't think we should, you know? what will everyone think?" the younger man babbles on mindlessly and tablo shakes his head, tilting his head up toward where the sun should be rising now(but it isn't).
"i don't do this, hyung. i'm sorry," he trails off awkwardly before standing and gathering up the rest of his clothes, leaving the coffee cup on the windowsill.
tablo doesn't say anything when hyuk jae comes back around that night with a million excuses as to why he's there and the older man silences him with his lips, bringing his fumbling hands to a standstill.
fix you hyuk jae/ee teuk
lights will guide you home and ignite your bones
and i will try to fix you
after the accident and the time he made you spend with him in the hospital(you were practically handcuffed to the lone chair in the room), ee teuk comes back home and asks politely of you to come to his room and sleep with him. you don't really think anything of it. ee teuk hyung has been gone from the hostel for a really long time and perhaps he wants to hang out for a while before the two of you have to get back in the swing of things.
"can you keep a secret, hyuk jae," his voice is so soft and sweet and probably would have gone unnoticed if you weren't looking at him as his fragile body laid back against the bed, pillows all around him as a protective barrier(kang in had insisted on them). you can only nod and he looks up at you with tears threatening to spill. "i don't know what to do, it hurts so much. i have to be strong but i don't know how to right now- it hurts," he whispers, stumbling his way through words.
you wish you were strong like kang in and you really wish you knew how to use words like he does, but you don't. you just lay there as he cries and for some reason, he seems appreciative of this. it takes you a few minutes to gather your thoughts and you can only muster a few measly words, "jung su hyung, let us help. i want you to use my shoulders for once." it's all you know how to say, the only words that will come out of your mouth and it startles you when you feel a hand slide out from over the pillow barricade but you take it anyway.
"don't tell anyone."
you won't, you swear you won't.
tokyo AU! yunho/heechul
i think i lost my love again, maybe i sold my heart again
i think i'm left with none but pain. will you stay with me?
he's a mess of eyeliner and mascara sliding down in rivulets from the rain that he didn't bother taking shelter from. he looks over at the stunned boy beside him, pushing the fiery red hair out of his face and shrugging silently. he crosses one leg over the other and leans back against the bus bench, eyes falling to his battered jeans.
"got a cigarette?"
yunho looks up and bites down on his bottom lip before nodding and fishing in his coat pockets. soon enough, the debauched young man in front of him is taking a long drag from the poisonous stick and tilts his head back, letting the smoke filter its way up and into the tokyo air.
for some reason, yunho can't help but feel like he needs to ask questions, but he doesn't because he's scared that if he does, heechul will walk away.
the last bus for the night comes and yunho places his coat around heechul's shoulders as it drives off without the two of them in tow.
made up love song #43 tae hwa/ee teuk
you got me off the paper round, just sprang out of the air
the best things come from nowhere
exchanging numbers with ee teuk was one of the more difficult things tae hwa had done in his life. calling that number was on a whole other level, taking through the wee hours of the night proved to be rather easy and texting all day was a breeze. coming back home from china and showing up at the dorm were the older man resided was singlehandedly the hardest thing that jin tae hwa had ever done.
they shuffle around ee teuk's room awkwardly and tae hwa sits on the edge of his bed, laughing nervously and stupidly- so fucking stupid. ee teuk has never looked more gorgeous even in a pair of sweats without any make up, his hair pulled up and away from his face with a big blue clip.
"it's funny," he grins as he sits near the headboard, grabbing onto a pillow and picking at it aimlessly. "we've talked so much on the phone that i don't know what to say anymore."
"we don't have to talk." he really means that. he's genuinely okay with sitting in silence with ee teuk and it's stupid, so fucking stupid like a boy with a childish crush. his heart nearly beats out of his chest when the older man offers his hip for him to use as a pillow, but he accepts the offer anyway and they both giggle after a long, awkward silence as ee teuk's fingers move back through his hair.
thinking of you shi won/ee teuk(onesided yehteuk)
he kissed my lips; i taste your mouth
ee teuk doesn't remember when it started or if it was even there at all. it's in fragments all around his feet, bottled up on shelves and collecting dust in the corner of his room. he keeps boxes of letters underneath his bed and photo albums in the top drawer in his bedside table. yeh sung helps him collect the peices or he tries to help. he tries to make ee teuk laugh but ee teuk doesn't, he kisses ee teuk but ee teuk doesn't kiss back. ee teuk tastes like shi won.
ee teuk breathes in shi won every morning when he wakes up and every night before he goes to sleep, he draws the letters of shi won's name on his pillowcase and yeh sung is so envious- hates the younger man so much that it makes his skin crawl.
"so what, hyung? you're just going to leave me hanging here," he mumbles, itching the back of his head as ee teuk puts his shirt on. not bothering to look at yeh sung as he walks out of the room, he emits a small whisper, one that yeh sung wishes he didn't hear.
"i don't love you."
the day shi won comes back from china makes yeh sung regret everything he's done. ee teuk is in his arms, crying- sobbing- begging for shi won to never leave again. his tears are hot, burning the side of the younger man's face as he carries his leader off to the bedroom with strong arms.
"i love you, i love you so much," ee teuk breaths against his skin, stitching the fragments back together with their intertwined hands. shi won kisses the creases of their fingers and ee teuk smiles because it reminds him of glue.
(yeh sung watches through the crack in the door and kang in grabs him by the shoulder, in a way that isn't comforting at all, dragging him off to the other end of the hostel.)
break a leg kang in/heechul
every poison kiss that you blew
i deflected with an icy cold stare that i learned from you
"give me the remote," heechul mumbles, sitting beside kang in in mismatched pajamas, slouching down with his eyes halfway open in boredom more than anything else. he reaches his hand out, hitting it against the side of kang in's arm. "yah, can't you hear?" he waits a few minutes before speaking again, breathing out harshly. "you're being a selfish dick and i hate you," heechul grunts, sighing as he continues to hit his hand against the side of kang in's arm but with more force.
"you're supposed to share. i share everything with you." kang in laughs out loud, nearly choking. "yah, i give you advice. that's sharing."
"you tell me i'm ugly," kang in manages between laughs, sighing loudly once he finally calms down.
"and?" heechul's careless swatting at kang in's arm has turned into his fist hitting at kang in's stomach, which kang in scowls and swats away, pushing himself down against the couch. "i'm doing you a favor. too many people lie to you. now give me the remote." all he gets in reply is a stern shake of the head and he pushes himself up, grabbing onto the remote and tugging. kang in is glaring at him and heechul is glaring back.
it's only a matter of minutes before clothes are shed and kang in is pushing deep inside of heechul's body as heechul leaves red scratch marks on his back, biting down on his shoulder. he's pissed, he's going to get couch burn and kang in wouldn't take the time to carry him off to one of the bedrooms before man handling him.
"selfish dick," heechul manages between harsh pants, pushing his fingernails into kang in's back.
"if being a selfish dick... is giving you what... what you asked for, then... okay." is the only response he gets before they both collapse against the couch... in silence, for once.
아이처럼(like a child) kang in/ee teuk
for allowing me to feel this flutter in my heart one more time
for letting me trust you, for being a strength to me
so the first thing i'll say when i open my eyes
thanks so much
ee teuk's kisses are like chocolate covered sweets and kang in has always been quite fond of chocolate covered sweets so he tries to steal kisses whenever he can, grinning as ee teuk's face turns a light shade of pink.
ee teuk's tears should be a sin, really. they shouldn't be allowed. he doesn't like the tear tracks that stain his face after a sad movie or a day at work that was far too exhausting. he always looks as if he's at the point of crumbling apart when he cries and it makes kang in feel helpless.
ee teuk's eyes are always there, smiling at him (yes, kang in has found that eyes really can smile). a dimpled smile tugging at the corner of his mouth, a genuine smile is only one where his eyes are also smiling and kang in feels so fortunate to receive those as a reminder of how lucky he is.
one night ee teuk crumbles from exhaustion and kang in is there to kiss away his tears and bring back the sweet flavor to his lips, which kang in immediately kisses off as much as he can and ee teuk's eyes are so bright- shining, as he holds onto kang in's hand as tightly as he can. kang in has never felt so lucky, a weight lifting off of his shoulders when ee teuk finally laughs and he knows that everything will be okay, at least for a little while as he tastes chocolate covered sweets and sin all at once. he can feel the light in ee teuk's eyes even though they aren't open and he's blessed to be able to have everything that makes up one park jung su wrapped in his arms so tightly.
life on mars shi won/ee teuk
wonder if he'll ever know
he's in the best selling show
is there life on mars?
shi won's eyes are closed, his head nodding slightly as he tries to fight sleep in the back of the van. his eyes barely open each time the van turns a sharp corner or they hit another pothole. everyone else in the van is unbelievably quiet as well for a group that just won the daesang award- quiet shuffling heard every now and then.
shi won doesn't remember who's beside him until he feels the fingers threading through his hair, making him fight the lump in his throat. ee teuk is crying softly, his lithe body shaking as he pushes his fingers back through shi won's hair and tries to keep his hand steady.
"don't you wish we could sleep forever sometimes?" shi won's voice is quiet as he moves to rest his head against ee teuk's shoulder, watching through heavy lidded eyes as the older man's chest rises and falls with each shaky breath.
"only if we can always have dreams as good as these, shi won-ah," ee teuk trembles his way through words, biting down on his bottom lip tightly. shi won feels the lump in his throat pressing down against his heart and tears finally escape the corners of his eyes.
pills kyu hyun/ryeo wook
i hope my fists can fight for two
so it never has to show and you'll never know
his breathing is heavy, you can feel the rope pulling in against your skin, tugging uncomfortably with each deep exhale. you feel a sweat drop slide down your cheek, guiding itself in to the cut on your upper lip and you wince.
"kyu hyunnie," he speaks slowly, head falling back against your shoulder in hopes of catching a glimpse of your face. you can't look at him that well but you know he's bleeding worse than you are and he won't make it much longer before he passes out. "are you scared?"
breathe in.
breathe out.
pause.
"remember that time that we made cookies in the kitchen and i blamed you for the mess? ee teuk was really mad," you say softly, trying not to let your breath catch in your throat.
"yeah, but we still had fun, right? that was a happy day..."
"we sat outside after and tried one of kang in's cigarettes and i told you that i was sorry, didn't i?"
"i should have never tried that cigarette, i coughed so much." his voice is getting weaker with each word and you grit your teeth, feigning a smile as you listen to the steady beeping of the bomb tied on the subway car seat in front of your own.
"just close your eyes and think of that day."
he doesn't say anything after that and blood rushes to your skull as the beeps become closer together.
"for today- i'm sorry for today too, ryeo wook. i'm so sorry i fucked everything up. i'm sor-"
i know i didn't write all the drabbles from the requests but i just turned on some music and started to write on random days so this too an infinite amount of time and i still think all the drabbles suck but we know how i feel about my writing :\ ... so without further adieu(how does that even make sense?) i bring to you my drabble disasters D:
drabbles with musical beginnings(sort of)
pairings(in order): kang in/tae yeon(friendship), tablo/hyuk jae, hyuk jae/ee teuk, yunho/heechul, tae hwa/ee teuk, shi won/ee teuk(onesided yehteuk), kang in/heechul, kang in/ee teuk, shi won/ee teuk, kyu hyun/ryeo wook
rating/genre: g to nc-17, fluff to angst...
notes: i don't think i've read over any of these so i apologize for any spelling errors and things of that nature.
7989 kang in/tae yeon
is there any such fool? don't you know yet?
i'm standing with my arms wide open.
"oppa, you're so annoying," tae yeon chides with her bottom lip pouted out and kang in scowls, folding his arms childishly over his chest.
"fine, i'll never speak to you again."
"what about the radio show?"
"that's different."
"you talked," she grins, waving her pen in his face as he glares over in her direction. "it's annoying when you talk about yourself so much." tae yeon finishes with a sigh, leaning her head against kang in's shoulder. she thinks about how much she really likes to listen to him talk as they sit together in the hallway before taping- even if he does only talk about himself.
he sighs as well and itches at his chin for a moment before looking down at the top of her head, speaking quietly, "yah, would you rather me talk about you?"
"stop being stupid."
"you're so pretty, oppa could look at you all day," he croons, nudging her lightly.
"it was better when you didn't talk," she whines with a grin that he can't see.
나비야(butterfly) tablo/hyuk jae
i know we can’t meet again; i just want to see you once more
"what are we, hyung," hyuk jae asks over a bitter cup of coffee, too black for his liking. "are we just- is this a one time thing or you know..."
tablo watches the rain repel off of the glass and how it cuts through the fog left behind from the cold on the windowpane.
"i really don't think we should, you know? what will everyone think?" the younger man babbles on mindlessly and tablo shakes his head, tilting his head up toward where the sun should be rising now(but it isn't).
"i don't do this, hyung. i'm sorry," he trails off awkwardly before standing and gathering up the rest of his clothes, leaving the coffee cup on the windowsill.
tablo doesn't say anything when hyuk jae comes back around that night with a million excuses as to why he's there and the older man silences him with his lips, bringing his fumbling hands to a standstill.
fix you hyuk jae/ee teuk
lights will guide you home and ignite your bones
and i will try to fix you
after the accident and the time he made you spend with him in the hospital(you were practically handcuffed to the lone chair in the room), ee teuk comes back home and asks politely of you to come to his room and sleep with him. you don't really think anything of it. ee teuk hyung has been gone from the hostel for a really long time and perhaps he wants to hang out for a while before the two of you have to get back in the swing of things.
"can you keep a secret, hyuk jae," his voice is so soft and sweet and probably would have gone unnoticed if you weren't looking at him as his fragile body laid back against the bed, pillows all around him as a protective barrier(kang in had insisted on them). you can only nod and he looks up at you with tears threatening to spill. "i don't know what to do, it hurts so much. i have to be strong but i don't know how to right now- it hurts," he whispers, stumbling his way through words.
you wish you were strong like kang in and you really wish you knew how to use words like he does, but you don't. you just lay there as he cries and for some reason, he seems appreciative of this. it takes you a few minutes to gather your thoughts and you can only muster a few measly words, "jung su hyung, let us help. i want you to use my shoulders for once." it's all you know how to say, the only words that will come out of your mouth and it startles you when you feel a hand slide out from over the pillow barricade but you take it anyway.
"don't tell anyone."
you won't, you swear you won't.
tokyo AU! yunho/heechul
i think i lost my love again, maybe i sold my heart again
i think i'm left with none but pain. will you stay with me?
he's a mess of eyeliner and mascara sliding down in rivulets from the rain that he didn't bother taking shelter from. he looks over at the stunned boy beside him, pushing the fiery red hair out of his face and shrugging silently. he crosses one leg over the other and leans back against the bus bench, eyes falling to his battered jeans.
"got a cigarette?"
yunho looks up and bites down on his bottom lip before nodding and fishing in his coat pockets. soon enough, the debauched young man in front of him is taking a long drag from the poisonous stick and tilts his head back, letting the smoke filter its way up and into the tokyo air.
for some reason, yunho can't help but feel like he needs to ask questions, but he doesn't because he's scared that if he does, heechul will walk away.
the last bus for the night comes and yunho places his coat around heechul's shoulders as it drives off without the two of them in tow.
made up love song #43 tae hwa/ee teuk
you got me off the paper round, just sprang out of the air
the best things come from nowhere
exchanging numbers with ee teuk was one of the more difficult things tae hwa had done in his life. calling that number was on a whole other level, taking through the wee hours of the night proved to be rather easy and texting all day was a breeze. coming back home from china and showing up at the dorm were the older man resided was singlehandedly the hardest thing that jin tae hwa had ever done.
they shuffle around ee teuk's room awkwardly and tae hwa sits on the edge of his bed, laughing nervously and stupidly- so fucking stupid. ee teuk has never looked more gorgeous even in a pair of sweats without any make up, his hair pulled up and away from his face with a big blue clip.
"it's funny," he grins as he sits near the headboard, grabbing onto a pillow and picking at it aimlessly. "we've talked so much on the phone that i don't know what to say anymore."
"we don't have to talk." he really means that. he's genuinely okay with sitting in silence with ee teuk and it's stupid, so fucking stupid like a boy with a childish crush. his heart nearly beats out of his chest when the older man offers his hip for him to use as a pillow, but he accepts the offer anyway and they both giggle after a long, awkward silence as ee teuk's fingers move back through his hair.
thinking of you shi won/ee teuk(onesided yehteuk)
he kissed my lips; i taste your mouth
ee teuk doesn't remember when it started or if it was even there at all. it's in fragments all around his feet, bottled up on shelves and collecting dust in the corner of his room. he keeps boxes of letters underneath his bed and photo albums in the top drawer in his bedside table. yeh sung helps him collect the peices or he tries to help. he tries to make ee teuk laugh but ee teuk doesn't, he kisses ee teuk but ee teuk doesn't kiss back. ee teuk tastes like shi won.
ee teuk breathes in shi won every morning when he wakes up and every night before he goes to sleep, he draws the letters of shi won's name on his pillowcase and yeh sung is so envious- hates the younger man so much that it makes his skin crawl.
"so what, hyung? you're just going to leave me hanging here," he mumbles, itching the back of his head as ee teuk puts his shirt on. not bothering to look at yeh sung as he walks out of the room, he emits a small whisper, one that yeh sung wishes he didn't hear.
"i don't love you."
the day shi won comes back from china makes yeh sung regret everything he's done. ee teuk is in his arms, crying- sobbing- begging for shi won to never leave again. his tears are hot, burning the side of the younger man's face as he carries his leader off to the bedroom with strong arms.
"i love you, i love you so much," ee teuk breaths against his skin, stitching the fragments back together with their intertwined hands. shi won kisses the creases of their fingers and ee teuk smiles because it reminds him of glue.
(yeh sung watches through the crack in the door and kang in grabs him by the shoulder, in a way that isn't comforting at all, dragging him off to the other end of the hostel.)
break a leg kang in/heechul
every poison kiss that you blew
i deflected with an icy cold stare that i learned from you
"give me the remote," heechul mumbles, sitting beside kang in in mismatched pajamas, slouching down with his eyes halfway open in boredom more than anything else. he reaches his hand out, hitting it against the side of kang in's arm. "yah, can't you hear?" he waits a few minutes before speaking again, breathing out harshly. "you're being a selfish dick and i hate you," heechul grunts, sighing as he continues to hit his hand against the side of kang in's arm but with more force.
"you're supposed to share. i share everything with you." kang in laughs out loud, nearly choking. "yah, i give you advice. that's sharing."
"you tell me i'm ugly," kang in manages between laughs, sighing loudly once he finally calms down.
"and?" heechul's careless swatting at kang in's arm has turned into his fist hitting at kang in's stomach, which kang in scowls and swats away, pushing himself down against the couch. "i'm doing you a favor. too many people lie to you. now give me the remote." all he gets in reply is a stern shake of the head and he pushes himself up, grabbing onto the remote and tugging. kang in is glaring at him and heechul is glaring back.
it's only a matter of minutes before clothes are shed and kang in is pushing deep inside of heechul's body as heechul leaves red scratch marks on his back, biting down on his shoulder. he's pissed, he's going to get couch burn and kang in wouldn't take the time to carry him off to one of the bedrooms before man handling him.
"selfish dick," heechul manages between harsh pants, pushing his fingernails into kang in's back.
"if being a selfish dick... is giving you what... what you asked for, then... okay." is the only response he gets before they both collapse against the couch... in silence, for once.
아이처럼(like a child) kang in/ee teuk
for allowing me to feel this flutter in my heart one more time
for letting me trust you, for being a strength to me
so the first thing i'll say when i open my eyes
thanks so much
ee teuk's kisses are like chocolate covered sweets and kang in has always been quite fond of chocolate covered sweets so he tries to steal kisses whenever he can, grinning as ee teuk's face turns a light shade of pink.
ee teuk's tears should be a sin, really. they shouldn't be allowed. he doesn't like the tear tracks that stain his face after a sad movie or a day at work that was far too exhausting. he always looks as if he's at the point of crumbling apart when he cries and it makes kang in feel helpless.
ee teuk's eyes are always there, smiling at him (yes, kang in has found that eyes really can smile). a dimpled smile tugging at the corner of his mouth, a genuine smile is only one where his eyes are also smiling and kang in feels so fortunate to receive those as a reminder of how lucky he is.
one night ee teuk crumbles from exhaustion and kang in is there to kiss away his tears and bring back the sweet flavor to his lips, which kang in immediately kisses off as much as he can and ee teuk's eyes are so bright- shining, as he holds onto kang in's hand as tightly as he can. kang in has never felt so lucky, a weight lifting off of his shoulders when ee teuk finally laughs and he knows that everything will be okay, at least for a little while as he tastes chocolate covered sweets and sin all at once. he can feel the light in ee teuk's eyes even though they aren't open and he's blessed to be able to have everything that makes up one park jung su wrapped in his arms so tightly.
life on mars shi won/ee teuk
wonder if he'll ever know
he's in the best selling show
is there life on mars?
shi won's eyes are closed, his head nodding slightly as he tries to fight sleep in the back of the van. his eyes barely open each time the van turns a sharp corner or they hit another pothole. everyone else in the van is unbelievably quiet as well for a group that just won the daesang award- quiet shuffling heard every now and then.
shi won doesn't remember who's beside him until he feels the fingers threading through his hair, making him fight the lump in his throat. ee teuk is crying softly, his lithe body shaking as he pushes his fingers back through shi won's hair and tries to keep his hand steady.
"don't you wish we could sleep forever sometimes?" shi won's voice is quiet as he moves to rest his head against ee teuk's shoulder, watching through heavy lidded eyes as the older man's chest rises and falls with each shaky breath.
"only if we can always have dreams as good as these, shi won-ah," ee teuk trembles his way through words, biting down on his bottom lip tightly. shi won feels the lump in his throat pressing down against his heart and tears finally escape the corners of his eyes.
pills kyu hyun/ryeo wook
i hope my fists can fight for two
so it never has to show and you'll never know
his breathing is heavy, you can feel the rope pulling in against your skin, tugging uncomfortably with each deep exhale. you feel a sweat drop slide down your cheek, guiding itself in to the cut on your upper lip and you wince.
"kyu hyunnie," he speaks slowly, head falling back against your shoulder in hopes of catching a glimpse of your face. you can't look at him that well but you know he's bleeding worse than you are and he won't make it much longer before he passes out. "are you scared?"
breathe in.
breathe out.
pause.
"remember that time that we made cookies in the kitchen and i blamed you for the mess? ee teuk was really mad," you say softly, trying not to let your breath catch in your throat.
"yeah, but we still had fun, right? that was a happy day..."
"we sat outside after and tried one of kang in's cigarettes and i told you that i was sorry, didn't i?"
"i should have never tried that cigarette, i coughed so much." his voice is getting weaker with each word and you grit your teeth, feigning a smile as you listen to the steady beeping of the bomb tied on the subway car seat in front of your own.
"just close your eyes and think of that day."
he doesn't say anything after that and blood rushes to your skull as the beeps become closer together.
"for today- i'm sorry for today too, ryeo wook. i'm so sorry i fucked everything up. i'm sor-"