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Ok you know what our fucking tv is so stupid. We have so many different fucking remotes for the damn thing. The one I need to use to change the tv to the xbox isn't fucking working so now I can't do my workout. I called Jason and he said well your going to wait till I get home I guess to do it. I don't want to fucking do exercises at 10pm tonight. So I guess I'm not going to do it tonight. Unless I frieken calm down and decide to do it. But I don't know. Maybe. I guess I could skip tonight because my leg and toes on my bad leg are numb. So now I'm figuring oh god I'm dying again. But I already have it in my head I'm fucking alright I can't be having that problem again. So hopefully I will be ok and won't get put in the hospital again. *crosses fingers* And holy shit this Jimmy thing is getting way out of hand. Now he wants to meet up with me when he comes to NY to see Beth. DUH yes I am the same person. That is a little on the fucked up side I do believe. But I don't want to tell him its me. Oh well. I don't think he is really coming here anyways because he hasn't yet you know.