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i have a generation x song stuck in my head. in fact its been in my head evry since i left to come back to good ole carson long military institute. ya know that song that goes like "ready, steady, go" and all that. well i dont why. i havnt listened to generation x in close to a year so its hard to figure out why and how it popped into my head. maybe its because of nastalgia. i miss the old days when i chilled around, smoked up, listened to older less intence punk like generation x and stuff. i remember when i was a fairly stable person. i didnt spend most of the day fucked up on anything i could find. i didnt bitch and whine about evry hardship i faced. i just didnt care. and then life smacks u in the face and sends u to military school haha. i guess it doesnt take so much for people to wake up. it took a lot for me but i eventutally did wake up. and i guess im on the right track now. im doing well here. getting promoted soon. i could make a squad leader position by next year which looks good on college apps. and the likes. my dad is actually happy to see me and isnt pissed off at me ever anymore. my girlfriend is amazing and the most important thing to me right now. im completely clean. which is a first in 2 years. and i like it. im not stumbling around and reaching for the nearest substance in my times of trouble. i actually deal with them like a normal person. and im happy now ya know? even at military school im happy. weird aint it.
well i come back in 6 weeks. see ya then.
well i come back in 6 weeks. see ya then.