something i said out loud.
2nd recording same night.
last recording was all about getting over eli.
this one is about the future,
about deciding where im gonna go with my life and i know right now at least im figuring out if i get a degree next semester i wanna go and find a cowboy, who obviously isnt eli.
somewhere else, and that is my goal.
minneapolis will always be my hometown but i got bigger and better dreams to do right now, so the idea is , to get a degree, figure out a job somewhere else and start my life over and say goodbye to all the people that are here that are fake, all the people that i love, all the people that love me and go start a new life. i dont wanna be here anymore.
and, you know maybe, that was him coming here and realizing that i cant be here, maybe him coming here was a good thing even though its a bad thing right now but
maybe itll turn out. he pushed me outta here. who knows, it could end up terrible but ill never know until i try and ill never get outta here until i do. i dont wanna be in minnesota for the rest of my life
...that would just be sad.
its always gonna be my past, its not gonna be where i live
last recording was all about getting over eli.
this one is about the future,
about deciding where im gonna go with my life and i know right now at least im figuring out if i get a degree next semester i wanna go and find a cowboy, who obviously isnt eli.
somewhere else, and that is my goal.
minneapolis will always be my hometown but i got bigger and better dreams to do right now, so the idea is , to get a degree, figure out a job somewhere else and start my life over and say goodbye to all the people that are here that are fake, all the people that i love, all the people that love me and go start a new life. i dont wanna be here anymore.
and, you know maybe, that was him coming here and realizing that i cant be here, maybe him coming here was a good thing even though its a bad thing right now but
maybe itll turn out. he pushed me outta here. who knows, it could end up terrible but ill never know until i try and ill never get outta here until i do. i dont wanna be in minnesota for the rest of my life
...that would just be sad.
its always gonna be my past, its not gonna be where i live