a place to vent. cause only losers blog on myspace.
so many gaddamn songs kill me lately. i could name twenty. and could list exactly what parts make me sad, who they remind me of, and why.
its about sleepwalking through every fucking moment in your life,
until it wakes you, harshly,
and shoves its problems in your face,
suddenly.
it always happens so quickly.
the problem is that so much of my life was influenced by one person that now my whole life just reminds me of him. seriously, every song on every mix, every movie coming out this week (and every week for the rest of my life), every memory, everything.
but the only way to solve this is to give up. to let go. and, dare i say it, move on.
i wont be doing mushrooms again for a long time.
its about sleepwalking through every fucking moment in your life,
until it wakes you, harshly,
and shoves its problems in your face,
suddenly.
it always happens so quickly.
the problem is that so much of my life was influenced by one person that now my whole life just reminds me of him. seriously, every song on every mix, every movie coming out this week (and every week for the rest of my life), every memory, everything.
but the only way to solve this is to give up. to let go. and, dare i say it, move on.
i wont be doing mushrooms again for a long time.