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[gllayo]

i dont know whats the matter with me. i dont want to feel so in control of the people in my life. i wish people would treat me like shit so that my selfishness would go unnoticed. i want to cry and i dont know what to tell people when they ask if im ok. i cant explin. i do love you. but i dont know what im doing. what am i doing to you..
i miss poe
and i wanna cry to you...

i remember when we first met and everything was still a bet in loves game
you would call id call you back and then id leave a message on your answering machine...