I love the early morning. My only problem is that I want to text or call someone the moment I wake up. I suppose I am forced to relax and take some time for myself this way. I know I need to clear my head and think logically instead of my preffered method which is to blurt out the first thing on my mind or do whatever I feel without thinking. I sometimes try to act as if my feelings should be the governing force in every situation, when I know that it untrue and not even respectable. I do suppose that I do experience enough rigid logic as emotion that I have gotten through things just fine. I will crush the butterfly I am going after if I do not pay more attention to detail and remove these iron gloves. I have always loved the wind.
On a more commercial note, I am craving Bojangles. I was craving fast food yesterday, too. I spend a lot of energy in making sure commercials do not have the intended effect on me, or at least make myself hyper aware of the scam so that I may think "that's fucking annoying!!" but I prevent the next step from occuring "I want to buy that." Not that I have any money, so I win. But I don't want to be tormented by vacuums that appear to actually work or the like. I don't know if I have ever seen a Bojangles commercials. Fast food commercials are always quickly dismissed because of the plastic food. BOJANGLES. I am tormented by your chicken and fries. HEll I would even drink Dr. Pepper, which I normally don't like, but I am in a very particular mood, where I love it and it would complete my fantasy.
I deserve to be fat. ssT0mP ssT0mP!
I get to see 3 of my favorite people and 2 of my favorite kitties today. ^_^ ^.^<3 ^_^ >^o_o^< >^o.o^<
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