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i am so sick of being "straightedge" i dont know why, i think i just dont like the whole label thing but still, i mean i guess its good i dont get wasted and such but itd be fun just to u know let go every now and then and just u know be irresbonsible and not care and not worry bout ur fucking parents. of course my parents dont consider me straightedge, they must deff dont trust me at all and that really hurts and it makes just want to go out and get super wasted just to piss them off more, i mean not that i would but still. i cant wait to get out of this house. almost one more year. i can deal. i hope. this summer is going to blow. slash i hardly ever use the word blow, that was fun. but for real it is, no camp, no escape from my family. shit son. i miss camp friendship already *sigh* im in a sad mood. it sucks too bc i was in a good mood bc i had just seen jersey girl, which was very good, but then i got home and got in a fight w/ my mother oh i love those. but its ok bc my parents left and kriston is coming over, perhaps we can cheer eachother up since that is what she left on her away message hehe. ok well im going she will be here soon.