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i am so retarded!!! why do i always put things off to last minute???? uuuuggh, lol. if i had good time management maybe i wouldnt be so stressed. i dont think i would bc then i would know what to expect out of everything or something. see i could easily have good time management if i had a friggen good sense of time! know what i have realized? i have a good sense of...NOTHING! not of time, not of direction, not of rythem, NOTHING!! haha. oh well. so i dont think i will be getting as many a's as i thought. my psat's werent that great, or least according to my standerds, its kind of sad when u come to the realization that you are average and there is not much of a chance of coming above, only of becoming below. oh well to that too, ill prove myself and everyone else in this shitty world that my dreams will come true and then the world will be a few points above shitty. hurrah.