3 of 4 done.
i am SO sick of grease. thats the end of that. i really hate superficial people, this isnt for anyone impartictular, i have just come to the realization that most people r so not sincer and so superficial, its sickening. i need to stop being so moody and stubburn, its pms i think teehee but yeah. i got a camp friendship email and cried, i am really gonna miss it, looking forward to it is what used to get me thro the year. sigh. i mean it makes sense to go... i want to be an effing teacher. whatev tho. concert tonight was alright, even tho i was hardly there, i didnt miss all of mcs which was nice. i was so mean to my parents bc they were late picking me up, i mean i was justified i guess since i so didnt want to miss mcs, but i was a fucking selfish bitch. ugh. so many things at the moment r making me hate myself. i need a break....from what, im not exactly sure, id like to say life but then i said suicidal which i totally am not. oh well, i am begining to really hate this entry as i do all my other ones, why do i bother? no reads this anymore anyways. im super tired and just took sleeping medicine bc yes i am an addict so i am going to sleep in my nice warm bed now, u might think im weird for the loving the fact that my bed is warm when its not even cold out, but my house is SO damn cold lol. tomorrow is the last grease, YES! i wanna do somin b4 it tho, call me yo....and that means YOU yes YOU (whoever you are). goodnight.