grease...end now please
so i totally wanted to give blood tomorrow just bc thats cool to me or something but, oh no i cant bc why? why? fucking grease, ill be "too tired" and risking the possibility of passing out, i should get it done just bc of that, then i wouldnt have to be in the damn show. friday is the mcs and soty concert and i was totally gonna skip grease for a "family emergency" but my mom talked me out of it slash she wont let me do that. if i miss mcs bc im late i will be so pissed bc they r why im going, well besides that fun people r going too :) arrrrrrrgies. i wish i could sleep. i wish i could be home ALL night long during a school week. i wish i could relax and not have to do hw in the block b4, although it does seem to be working. tell me this, i get all As and 2 Bs (wahooooo) yet i fell like i have hardly done anywork, how is this possible? whateva im not complaining and it was great to see how surprised my parents were bc they know i dont do my hw. teehee. soon i will have my life back. i will have weekends that i can actually make plans in for my friends, and to sleep in. i have never wanted a play to end as much as i have wanted grease to end right now. i really think it sux. maybe im just being hard on it since im in it, but i dunno, it just seems like no one is getting into character as much as they should and the energy isnt there, but maybe itll change shownight as it always does. please in the future dont let me accept a role so stupid as "Rydell High School Student" dont let me...i will protest but u have to force me into something that wont consume my time...like makeup. im so tired and i have hw i still need to do...great gatsby ugh...so far i dont really think i like it, but maybe im judging too quick. but tomorrow will be fun bc its promote grease day w/ one of ur costums. so i totally get to wear my pretty prom dress all day AND im curling my hair 50s style, this is my excitment of today...how sad.