Oct 08, 2004 18:12
To be honest, I don't think today could get ANY worse,
On the way to school sarah starts going 'why do you wear your eyeliner like that?' referring to the fact i don't put it right on my eye i put it underneath, so now, am i not allowed to do my make up how I want it?
Plus Baisley was away, shame. I don't think he's very well.
I'm just so sick of school! its so bloody superficial. I saw this girl in the year below me, she used to be a really good mate of mine, now shes got all her supercool friends and thinks shes better than everyone. irritating.
It's so stupid, how can girls, that wear so much make up and so little clothes get ALL the guys? half of them are bitches that hate each other anyway.
I had to go learn about histograms at lunch...yaaay...
I hope fran hasn't fallen off a cliff, i need someone to keep me sane.
Last night I got really upset, It's a long story but basically I'm really getting upset over this emma situation, that i eventually plucked up the courage to send her a text saying i'm sorry, and what do I get? jack shit. I was abit gutted by that, i didn't think she'd be so unforgiving about it all. so yea thats getting me down.
Lunch was quite funny in a weird way, i got told by guy that he'd never in a million years go out with me...which is nice *frowns* and Tom kept throwing fruit pastels at me, so i ended up hitting him on the arm and him making a dramatic scene and falling to the floor...*rolls eyes*
It was nearly a week ago that I met everyone, its really weird! I miss yoo all!!
Although Dani's coming to see Busted with me in december, and im going to find bert this time! aswell as charli!
'Ken Bigley, the English hostage has been killed in Bagdad, put and X at the begining of your name to pay your respects. Copy and Paste to everyone on your contacts.'
I just got sent that, i feel really sad about that, how horrible are those people to kill an innocent man, can't they just kill Tony Blair instead? It's so horrible to think that problems like that go on in the world, and i'm sat here moaning because my friend doesn't want to speak to me anymore!
Hannah had a go at me today aswell. because the other day they told me i didn't have a boyfriend because i was never out of my house, and so my reply was 'im never out my house because i never get invited anywhere' which is true, half the time i get the feeling my friends don't give a crap about me and nobody would even miss me if I wasn't there.
Oh great, emma's getting a new email address, i can't excatly add her can I? she hates my guts.
I've been planning what I want for my 16th birthday, I know its not for another year and a half, but y'kno planning ahead and all that jazz! well for my 16th birthday, i want a massive party, like a prom kinda thing. I've asked my mom if we can rent out a massive hall or something and do it up all pretty, and everyone comes in prom dresses and we have a band and stuff (note - busted, mcfly or v contributions would be muchly apprieted, or anyone else who has a band for that matter) but yea, she said maybe, afterall its abit early to be discussing it.
Also for christmas i'm sort of nicking a hair idea off lisa, i loved her hair last week, it was so pretty!! So i'm dying it black and having blue bits put underneath, before you say it, i know hers is a reddy/pinky/browny/purpley colour.
Anyway, I think I'm gonna go now, If you wanna comment go ahead, doubt anyone has read this anyway.
Talk to you all later.
Love Amy x