Day 4
I don't know what I should be feeling actually.
On one hand, some things are going fine in a good stale kind of way,
on the other, there has been ginormous (that my word you copycat!) waves in the relationship department.
And that does not include only me.
I'm tired of entertaining these negative emotions-
so much so that I'm starting to feel psychopatically martyr-like to actually prove myself a victim of love.
It's frustrating not to understand anything.
Myself inclusive.
I'm not making much sense here.
Time to sleep.