The cold hard truth
Truth is,
i do miss you terribly. But if you think about it, my life was restricted, unhappy when I was with you. The only thing that kkeeps me sane while being in a relationship with you was.....
wow nothing. I didn't feel that this relationship was worth staying. So many cons to the pros. Let me list down a few things though:
Friends - I cconstantly have this bugging feeling that I was unable to be comfortable in my own skin wwhile with yyour friends. For oonce with A, I don't have to pretend to like British teenage sitcoms ( I hate the bloody dramas, bollocks! Hahaha)
i absolutely hate it when they speak with words used frequently by the British. It's just fake...... Or
sply put as pretentious. They pretend to be "cool " and all of that, I love hotel party's yay!
Whatever, fuck off seriously.
Pretending to be living the IT life by having gatherings that I constantly try to get away with. Girls who throw tthemselves as guys and my horrible unspeakable X put me aside to smoke with the girls.
To sum iit up, I can be myself. Talk nonsense, swear unnecessary, wear whatever I want ( X always has an issue about what I wear out, WTFFFFF I know), my friends are his friends and his friends are my friends. And most of all, I'm honestly happy and comfortable to be who I wanna be.
Happy thoughts from now on.
Single or not, I couldn't give a bloody fock. (HAHAHA that's how they sound like, REALLY!) *faints
i do miss you terribly. But if you think about it, my life was restricted, unhappy when I was with you. The only thing that kkeeps me sane while being in a relationship with you was.....
wow nothing. I didn't feel that this relationship was worth staying. So many cons to the pros. Let me list down a few things though:
Friends - I cconstantly have this bugging feeling that I was unable to be comfortable in my own skin wwhile with yyour friends. For oonce with A, I don't have to pretend to like British teenage sitcoms ( I hate the bloody dramas, bollocks! Hahaha)
i absolutely hate it when they speak with words used frequently by the British. It's just fake...... Or
sply put as pretentious. They pretend to be "cool " and all of that, I love hotel party's yay!
Whatever, fuck off seriously.
Pretending to be living the IT life by having gatherings that I constantly try to get away with. Girls who throw tthemselves as guys and my horrible unspeakable X put me aside to smoke with the girls.
To sum iit up, I can be myself. Talk nonsense, swear unnecessary, wear whatever I want ( X always has an issue about what I wear out, WTFFFFF I know), my friends are his friends and his friends are my friends. And most of all, I'm honestly happy and comfortable to be who I wanna be.
Happy thoughts from now on.
Single or not, I couldn't give a bloody fock. (HAHAHA that's how they sound like, REALLY!) *faints