Aug 13, 2005 23:41
i went out to my mammaws today. my 2 cousins were there derek and megan. haha. we played hide and go seek for liek 2 hours and shucked corn and everything. it was fun. i havent been out there to visit in like a while im glad i went out today tho.
umm..we finally found my car. it took a total of 7 hours but we found the right garage and everything and found it.
yeah sumone called me last ntie and i really wish i knew it was cus they kinda freaked me out alil but i gotta good laugh outta it but still..haha..idk it bothers me cus i really have no idea who it is. they got me good..
tomorrow im gettin xfest tickets :) and i CANNOT wait. omg its goin to be awesome!!!:)
i still havent made up my mind totally on whether or not im goin back to monroe. i mean i kinda want to cus its my senior year and all and i would REALLY like to go to homecoming or prom this year, but i know i wouldnt have a date :/ i mean supposedly im allowed to go if i go to greentree cus its the exact as goin to DRL and meanin that monroe is still considered to be my home school, but the thing is last year i didnt have a date so i was goin to take my friend crystal and they wouldnt let me. but yeah..i really want to go to prom and all this year but idk i mean if i miss it its goin to suck but ill get over it you know? and considering that i have basically given up on guys right now. i mean for real. i even thought my ex changed for the better but hes still lying to me and were not even dating. i mean whuts the deal?>?? im wasnt interested in goin back out or anything but it jus kinda sucks you thought you make out with a friendship in the end but really its nothing but lies jus like the entire relationship. im not tryin to dwell on the past or anything but i would seriously love to meet a guy that actually gives a crap for a girl and cares enuff bout her not to hurt her physically and emotionally and someone i can trust.
ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
my dad changed my brakes on my car and my oil. i really need to learn how to change my oil but idk..perhaps one day.. lol
well wml
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