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2 months later, time for an update? maybe so.
Senior year starts on Monday. Couldnt be more excited slash full of dread at the same time. Just looking at my schedule makes me want to puke. Im just crossing my fingers and hoping for the best. Loyola and I have kinda broken up, so Im just holding my breath until it's over.
Hard rock rules my life as always. On top of waiting tables, Im doing my internship with them. Coordinating a happy hour? could be a lot worse, just means a whole lot of extra hours within those 4 walls.
Jen and I have decided to move to Seattle in 8 months. Again super excited/ scared shitless. Couldnt ask for a better person to share those emotions with.
Old chris is gone for good, and of course the boy of the moment comes with the same name. Probably wont work out, but it'll be fun in the meantime. Have never met a kinder person in my life. Things are complicated, I guess thats just the way I like them. Neither of us are in a hurry to do anything, so we'll see. I leave in 8 months regardless.
Went to destin w/ ben to surprise wiley. Surprise was on us when we found out Wiley was in Mobile. Chris came and met us at about 3 in the morning, bless his heart. Big difference, old chris wouldnt drive upTOWN to see me, but new c. will drive 3 hrs in the middle of the night by himself to hang out. Stayed at a hotel where I got ATTACKED by a family of spiders. Thank you econolodge. Chilled on the beach w/ my two favorite boys. Then met up with wiley, my 3rd favorite in Mobile for dinner. Ben will forever own my heart I swear. Couldnt ask for a sweeter, sillier best friend. Cant wait til Christmas when he celebrates it Medcalf style in sacrafuckinmento. Chris wants to come, we'll see.
Sat in taco bell for 2 hrs with crystal today. It doesnt matter how often we hang out, I always want to just attack her with hugs. Just so she can say "ok that's fine. Get off me." Good convo, love the advice she gives. Love her for the beautiful black woman that she is! Let me tell you... me: you want a police officer or crystal? jen: crystal. me: exactly.
tara's going away party is tonight. Love me some cocktails with the hard rock ladies. I think it's funny that when I look back at my "college years" i wont even think of loyola, but of hard rock. Best mother fuckers I could have ever met. Hate the job, but I can honestly say, all of my best friends from nola have at one time worn the hrc uniform. (leslie there is still time.)
bottom line: i have amazing people in my life. New journey so close I can taste it. Bad relationships have been severed. Could not be happier if I tried.
Senior year starts on Monday. Couldnt be more excited slash full of dread at the same time. Just looking at my schedule makes me want to puke. Im just crossing my fingers and hoping for the best. Loyola and I have kinda broken up, so Im just holding my breath until it's over.
Hard rock rules my life as always. On top of waiting tables, Im doing my internship with them. Coordinating a happy hour? could be a lot worse, just means a whole lot of extra hours within those 4 walls.
Jen and I have decided to move to Seattle in 8 months. Again super excited/ scared shitless. Couldnt ask for a better person to share those emotions with.
Old chris is gone for good, and of course the boy of the moment comes with the same name. Probably wont work out, but it'll be fun in the meantime. Have never met a kinder person in my life. Things are complicated, I guess thats just the way I like them. Neither of us are in a hurry to do anything, so we'll see. I leave in 8 months regardless.
Went to destin w/ ben to surprise wiley. Surprise was on us when we found out Wiley was in Mobile. Chris came and met us at about 3 in the morning, bless his heart. Big difference, old chris wouldnt drive upTOWN to see me, but new c. will drive 3 hrs in the middle of the night by himself to hang out. Stayed at a hotel where I got ATTACKED by a family of spiders. Thank you econolodge. Chilled on the beach w/ my two favorite boys. Then met up with wiley, my 3rd favorite in Mobile for dinner. Ben will forever own my heart I swear. Couldnt ask for a sweeter, sillier best friend. Cant wait til Christmas when he celebrates it Medcalf style in sacrafuckinmento. Chris wants to come, we'll see.
Sat in taco bell for 2 hrs with crystal today. It doesnt matter how often we hang out, I always want to just attack her with hugs. Just so she can say "ok that's fine. Get off me." Good convo, love the advice she gives. Love her for the beautiful black woman that she is! Let me tell you... me: you want a police officer or crystal? jen: crystal. me: exactly.
tara's going away party is tonight. Love me some cocktails with the hard rock ladies. I think it's funny that when I look back at my "college years" i wont even think of loyola, but of hard rock. Best mother fuckers I could have ever met. Hate the job, but I can honestly say, all of my best friends from nola have at one time worn the hrc uniform. (leslie there is still time.)
bottom line: i have amazing people in my life. New journey so close I can taste it. Bad relationships have been severed. Could not be happier if I tried.