keep!
alright, after a long time to think, i have decided to keep the journal..im just not gunna be expressing my self anymore. anyway...
last night i went to JuStInE'S pArTy! so much fun~brit-no words can explain how funny last night was! we r wayyyy to crazy together hahaha. but yea justine said she liked my gifts i gave her..which is good! and her mom made this AwEsOmE cake thing lol it was crushed oreo's on the bottome and then ice cream and then chocolate sauce...i fell in love with that last night! haha
today-when me and jess werent fighting-went out and we shopped, but her mom's car broke down at the store, so i had to call my mom to come and jump it haha it was sooo funny and then we were on our way to wendy's when the car broke down again! but her mom's friend drove by and gave us a ride home adn then mrs. damore went back to go get the car to jump it with cables and she didnt know i went home so she bought me lunch at wendys and brought it over! awwwww that was sooo nice! haha and a lot of crap has been spoken and now as sorry as i am to say this me and jess are no longer friends at the moment...maybe things will work out..who knows
me and chris are talking again, but i know he hasnt fully forgiven me yet. but i wish he would because in the previous entry that he read and got mad at me for, i was just expressing how i felt *then* not now. i take back everything that i wrote in the last entry.
-he does me soo much to me, i cant even express how much he does mean to me
-i like him soo much
-he never led me on and he never played mind games or anything like that. my heart was just to far ahead of everything that i wanted chris to like me so much, i just made my self think that he did like me.
CHRIS (if u read this)~ im soo sorry, u have no clue how much u mean to me even tho we arent going out. i just got extrememly sad when u said u didnt like me anymore. im sorry that i ruined anything that could of ever happened between us. i was the cause of this whole big problem and im very very sorry.
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<33 jill
last night i went to JuStInE'S pArTy! so much fun~brit-no words can explain how funny last night was! we r wayyyy to crazy together hahaha. but yea justine said she liked my gifts i gave her..which is good! and her mom made this AwEsOmE cake thing lol it was crushed oreo's on the bottome and then ice cream and then chocolate sauce...i fell in love with that last night! haha
today-when me and jess werent fighting-went out and we shopped, but her mom's car broke down at the store, so i had to call my mom to come and jump it haha it was sooo funny and then we were on our way to wendy's when the car broke down again! but her mom's friend drove by and gave us a ride home adn then mrs. damore went back to go get the car to jump it with cables and she didnt know i went home so she bought me lunch at wendys and brought it over! awwwww that was sooo nice! haha and a lot of crap has been spoken and now as sorry as i am to say this me and jess are no longer friends at the moment...maybe things will work out..who knows
me and chris are talking again, but i know he hasnt fully forgiven me yet. but i wish he would because in the previous entry that he read and got mad at me for, i was just expressing how i felt *then* not now. i take back everything that i wrote in the last entry.
-he does me soo much to me, i cant even express how much he does mean to me
-i like him soo much
-he never led me on and he never played mind games or anything like that. my heart was just to far ahead of everything that i wanted chris to like me so much, i just made my self think that he did like me.
CHRIS (if u read this)~ im soo sorry, u have no clue how much u mean to me even tho we arent going out. i just got extrememly sad when u said u didnt like me anymore. im sorry that i ruined anything that could of ever happened between us. i was the cause of this whole big problem and im very very sorry.
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<33 jill