.::Everything's plastic, we're all gonna die::.
Damn, it's been forever since I've updated this shit. I've been pretty busy lately and have been having some medical problems as well. My doctor put me on this new headache medicine that makes me tired as hell, and I can barely keep my eyes open half the fucking time. So that's where I've been pretty much... sleeping. x_X
Went to visit Good Charlottes official site today and got surprised. They changed their layout and got a new message board. The layout is pretty wicked, but the message board is still pretty much the same. Full of nothing but whiners, bashers, 'teeny boppers', and assholes. Over all though, there are some pretty wicked people. I'm glad it's back though. I've missed it dearly. ^_^ I got really upset when I found out that I yet again have to miss another GC show. They're playing in Pittsburgh in October, but I have no way of getting there and no one to go with. *sob* I hate this shit! I can't fucking wait until Chrissy moves over here from Germany so her and I can go to any fucking show we want to. I'll be damned If I'm going to miss another chance to see my favorite bands. I really hope that I get to go to Warped next year.
Speaking of Chrissy, we've been getting really close lately. Closer than I ever thought we would. It's strange, because I never thought I'd have this much in common with someone. It's like she's my twin or some shit. We agree on just about everything, and it's creepy as hell, but awesome nonetheless. Since she's such a Talena freak, I'm currently making something for her. I bought this huge ass poster board, found some images on various sites, and am working on them in Adobe to make into this huge collage to cut out and paste on the poster board. Pfft. It sounds really shitty just speaking about it, but the final product will no doubt be awesome as hell. If I can get my uncle to return any of my damn phone calls, I'll try to borrow his digital camera so I can take a picture and post it in here.
Yeah, well, just when I thought that my life couldn't get any worse, it did. I was listening to Dasboard Confessional a few weeks ago, thinking about none other than Michelle, when I decided to check out her Yahoo profile to see if she's updated it lately. Well, she has updated it, but what I read nearly tore my insides to shreds.... She has for 'Marital Status' - Long-term Relationship, and for the rest of it, she put, "I found my poet, my love, my mentor. For he is my soul and my soul shall be his to keep.... The glass box is open, obsessive sensations brush the far edges of my awareness, reaching into my consciousness. Fiery lustful impressions break across my body. Two life-fires intertwined, for I found what they say is true love." Now, I know that you're suppose to 'respect' when your ex has moved on, but how the hell can I fucking respect that when her and I were STILL suppose to be together?! And to top that off, she blocked her e-mail address in her profile so I couldn't contact her anymore. I don't understand what the hell is going on here. This makes no sense! All I know is, I'm more confused than ever before, and I really feel sorry for the guy she supposedly 'loves'. Hopefully, she hasn't blinded him too much and he will see right through her.
Went to visit Good Charlottes official site today and got surprised. They changed their layout and got a new message board. The layout is pretty wicked, but the message board is still pretty much the same. Full of nothing but whiners, bashers, 'teeny boppers', and assholes. Over all though, there are some pretty wicked people. I'm glad it's back though. I've missed it dearly. ^_^ I got really upset when I found out that I yet again have to miss another GC show. They're playing in Pittsburgh in October, but I have no way of getting there and no one to go with. *sob* I hate this shit! I can't fucking wait until Chrissy moves over here from Germany so her and I can go to any fucking show we want to. I'll be damned If I'm going to miss another chance to see my favorite bands. I really hope that I get to go to Warped next year.
Speaking of Chrissy, we've been getting really close lately. Closer than I ever thought we would. It's strange, because I never thought I'd have this much in common with someone. It's like she's my twin or some shit. We agree on just about everything, and it's creepy as hell, but awesome nonetheless. Since she's such a Talena freak, I'm currently making something for her. I bought this huge ass poster board, found some images on various sites, and am working on them in Adobe to make into this huge collage to cut out and paste on the poster board. Pfft. It sounds really shitty just speaking about it, but the final product will no doubt be awesome as hell. If I can get my uncle to return any of my damn phone calls, I'll try to borrow his digital camera so I can take a picture and post it in here.
Yeah, well, just when I thought that my life couldn't get any worse, it did. I was listening to Dasboard Confessional a few weeks ago, thinking about none other than Michelle, when I decided to check out her Yahoo profile to see if she's updated it lately. Well, she has updated it, but what I read nearly tore my insides to shreds.... She has for 'Marital Status' - Long-term Relationship, and for the rest of it, she put, "I found my poet, my love, my mentor. For he is my soul and my soul shall be his to keep.... The glass box is open, obsessive sensations brush the far edges of my awareness, reaching into my consciousness. Fiery lustful impressions break across my body. Two life-fires intertwined, for I found what they say is true love." Now, I know that you're suppose to 'respect' when your ex has moved on, but how the hell can I fucking respect that when her and I were STILL suppose to be together?! And to top that off, she blocked her e-mail address in her profile so I couldn't contact her anymore. I don't understand what the hell is going on here. This makes no sense! All I know is, I'm more confused than ever before, and I really feel sorry for the guy she supposedly 'loves'. Hopefully, she hasn't blinded him too much and he will see right through her.