Adommy Fanfic: Walking on broken promises, Part 3
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Tommy slept well for the first time since weeks. He woke up early and couldn’t wait to see if Adam was still there. He wrapped his blanket around him and walked out on the balcony. Adam was sleeping under the blanket. He could only see one of his boots, the rest of Adam was covered. Tommy went inside and took a shower. He wanted to get ready before he would go to talk to Adam. He was excited and he was almost sure that this would be a good day. But he had to stay strong and let Adam work hard to capture his heart back. He couldn’t stop smiling, he was just happy that Adam was here.
Tommy took a small look outside when he got downstairs. Adam was still in the same position. Tommy made some coffee and went outside.
Showtime!
He pulled the blanket away from Adams face. He swallowed hard. It was just so mindblowing to see the man he loved right here after missing him for so long. Tommy let the love overfloat his body for a short moment. He reached out and touched Adams cheek with his fingers. It was barely a touch but the feeling of Adams skin on his fingertips nearly made him lose control. The urge to forget about his plan was strong.
Tommy pulled away and stepped back. Then he almost yelled. “You are still here?” Adams eyes fluttered wide open and he almost fell off the chair. His heart was pounding in his chest. “Tommy, you scared the shit out of me!” He was breathing hard. Tommy had to turn away, otherwise Adam would have seen that Tommy had to fight against a laugh.
“You can come in and take a warm shower. You might need it now. Then we can talk.” He tried to keep his voice calm. Adam groaned as he got up from the chair. His back was aching and he was almost frozen. But he didn’t say anything. He just thought that he’d deserve it. He followed Tommy inside just to see that his suitcase was already in the cabin. Tommy just pointed with his index finger where Adam had to go and sat down to drink his coffee. Adam walked to the bathroom.
He enjoyed the hot shower. He could feel every bone in his body aching. But it was nothing compared with the pain he felt in his heart. He was so yearning for touching Tommy. So maybe a cold shower would have been a better idea. But he was almost frozen. He had no clue what Tommy wanted to do now. He was afraid that he wouldn’t get the chance to prove his feelings. But a part of him was quite sure that he had seen something in Tommys eyes that could turn the whole situation into something good.
Tommy became a little impatient waiting for Adam. He tried hard to gather himself before Adam would be back. A part of him was still insecure. Maybe Adam just wanted to talk things out to be able to stay friends. But would Tommy be able to go back to “just friends”? Was this even possible? On the other hand it is probably better to have a friendship than nothing at all. But Adam kissed him yesterday and this kiss didn’t felt like friendship at all.
Just calm down and wait!
Finally Adam came out of the bathroom. Tommy decided to avoid to look at Adam, so he looked to the lake. His heart was pounding in his chest and it was hard to say in a casual way “Coffee is on the table.” He didn’t turn around and waited for Adam to do something. He could hear him getting coffee and then he felt him coming closer. Tommy almost fell from his chair. Then Adam was next to him and sat down in the chair beside Tommy. Their legs touched and Tommy had to concentrate to not give in the urge to jump on Adams lap.
“So, why are you here, Adam? I said that I needed time to get over you.” Tommy was still looking to the lake. Adam sighed. “Tommy, I don’t want you to get over me. I know I was an asshole. I didn’t want to change our relation. I really thought that a friendship would be enough. And I really haven’t thought that the things we did on tour would change anything. Honestly I didn’t want them to change anything. But I was lying to myself. I didn’t even realize that things already changed until you left. I was so stupid. And I am sorry that I hurt you. Tommy, don’t hate me and don’t try to get over me. Please!”
There was a plea in Adams voice that touched Tommys heart and made him turn his face to Adam. And in this moment Tommy realized how close Adam was. He could see all the freckles on Adams lips. He forgot what he wanted to say and his eyes were counting all freckles over Adams face. And in the corner of his mind where a rest of his sense was left he asked himself when Adam will go on to speak. But Adam was speaking, Tommy just couldn’t hear him. “Tommy?” Tommy came back to reality from a world where everything was about Adams freckles. He blushed. “Sorry, what did you say?”
“I said I hope you can forgive me. And that I could understand if you can’t.” He looked again at Tommy. “Adam, it’s not easy for me to forget what you have done. You made me believe that there was nothing else between us than frienship. And now I don’t even know what is between us. I mean you said, you don’t want me to get over you. But why?” Adam got up from his chair and was standing in front of Tommy. Tommy had to look up to see Adams eyes. Adam came closer and took Tommys chin in his hand. “Tommy, I missed you so much.” Adam kissed Tommys cheek. “I was thinking about you every minute since you left”. Another kiss on Tommys cheek. “And I dreamed about touching you.” A kiss on Tommys forehead. “I was so afraid that you would have forgotten me, before I even had the chance to talk to you.” A peck on Tommys lips. “I was afraid you would forget me, before I could tell you how much I love you. That’s why I don’t want you to get over me. I want to love you and I want you to love me.” Adam pulled Tommy up and laid his forhead at Tommys forehead. “Do you want me to love you?”
Tommy was trembling. His whole body was on fire from the moment that Adam touched his chin. He forced himself to listen carefully what Adam was telling him. And he was about to faint as he heard the words he was waiting for so long. His mind was sreaming: Yes, yes, I want you to love me! He just needed time to be able to put the words out of his mouth.
But Adam got impatient waiting for Tommys answer. He dropped on his knees and took Tommys hands in his own. “Tommy, tell me what you want me to do, to fix this? I do anything. I am not too proud to beg. I just want you to be mine!” Tommy got on his knees and his smile was shining like a sun. “You don’t have to beg. You have got me, you always had. How could you even doubt it. I love you so much and no matter what I try, there is no getting over you. Especially not after your confession.” Tommy cupped Adams face. “And I promise you, I will pass away in front of you, if you don’t kiss me right now you idiot!”
Adam didn’t hesitate. He grabbed Tommys shirt with both hands and pulled him closer. Before their lips touched, he looked Tommy deep in his eyes. He whispered “mine” and then his lips were on Tommys. And this kiss was pure emotion. Gentle and strong at the same time. And when their lips parted and their tongues found each other, Tommy moaned and stopped to analize if his plan worked out as he wanted or if he gave up too easy.
He wasn’t even able to think anything, he could only feel. He was under Adams spell and once he let go, he was lost in emotions. But now he felt safe in Adams arms. It was really good to stop controlling his feelings. It felt like peace. And Adam was all over his body. It was not just hot, first of all it was soft and gentle. Adam kissed every piece of Tommys skin. And he looked deep in Tommys eyes while he entered him. Gentle and slow. He was holding Tommys hands and kissed him while he moved slowly inside of him. And he only stopped kissing him to look in his eyes or to tell him how much he loved him. And Tommy knew that it was true, he could hear it, he could feel it and he could see it.
And if Tommy ever had thought that having sex with Adam was the best thing happend to him, he knew now, that he was wrong, because making love with Adam was so much better. It opened his eyes to a new world. And he knew his life has changed forever.
Adam shivered while he tried to calm down. He wanted so badly to make it good for Tommy, he wanted to make it last. And it was kind of hard because he wanted Tommy so much. He wanted to make sure that he wouldn’t hurt Tommy, so he moved slowly and he was almost hurting himself by holding back. But it was also amazing to feel Tommy so close to him. And as he looked in Tommys eyes he could see that Tommy was trembling inside and that he wanted more, wanted Adam to do more. So Adam reached his hand between them and stroked Tommys cock. And he saw the change in Tommys eyes as Tommy was about to get it. And he thought that he never have seen something so touching. And then something in Tommys eyes threw Adam over the edge and he could feel the waves crushing down on him, while Tommy cried out his name.
Tommy could feel his body shaking through ecstasy and he could see the love in Adams eyes and suddenly it was just too intense to withstand. Tommy felt the tears in his eyes before they were really there. He shivered all over his body and whined all emotions out. And Adam was there, he was holding him tight. “Tommy, I’ve got you, you can let go, I’ve got you.” And Tommy cried all his fears away until he could feel the joy and happiness that Adam brought to him.
After what seems to be a little eternity Adam got up to clean them. Then he laid down on top of Tommy, his hands under his own chin, his look deep in Tommys eyes. “I love you so much, I hope you know that.” Tommy smiled. “I know now. I love you too, so fucking much. I was about to lose my mind without you. How could I have ever believed that I could be able to get over you.” Adam smirked: “ Yeah, I know there was no chance to forget me!” Tommy hit Adams backhead with his hand. “Hey, not fair. I am so exhausted from making love to you, I can’t even defend myself.” Adam was pouting. “Too bad, Lambert, but I have to take advantage of it.” Tommy started to tickle Adam. Adam was writhing and laughing until he fell from the bed. “Aua! This was sooo not cool, Ratliff. But now it’s time for payback.” He wanted to jump up for a little fight, but he stopped as he looked up to Tommy. His face was laying on the edge of the bed and he was looking down to Adam. His eyes were shining and there was a beautiful smile on his face. Adam couldn’t help himself but pulled Tommy down to the floor and kissed him passionatly on his lips. He stroked then Tommys bangs out of his face and said “Thank you for letting me love you.” Tommy shivered and kissed Adam with all the love he had to give and they stayed like this for a while just enjoying the feeling of pure happyness.
THE END.
Tommy slept well for the first time since weeks. He woke up early and couldn’t wait to see if Adam was still there. He wrapped his blanket around him and walked out on the balcony. Adam was sleeping under the blanket. He could only see one of his boots, the rest of Adam was covered. Tommy went inside and took a shower. He wanted to get ready before he would go to talk to Adam. He was excited and he was almost sure that this would be a good day. But he had to stay strong and let Adam work hard to capture his heart back. He couldn’t stop smiling, he was just happy that Adam was here.
Tommy took a small look outside when he got downstairs. Adam was still in the same position. Tommy made some coffee and went outside.
Showtime!
He pulled the blanket away from Adams face. He swallowed hard. It was just so mindblowing to see the man he loved right here after missing him for so long. Tommy let the love overfloat his body for a short moment. He reached out and touched Adams cheek with his fingers. It was barely a touch but the feeling of Adams skin on his fingertips nearly made him lose control. The urge to forget about his plan was strong.
Tommy pulled away and stepped back. Then he almost yelled. “You are still here?” Adams eyes fluttered wide open and he almost fell off the chair. His heart was pounding in his chest. “Tommy, you scared the shit out of me!” He was breathing hard. Tommy had to turn away, otherwise Adam would have seen that Tommy had to fight against a laugh.
“You can come in and take a warm shower. You might need it now. Then we can talk.” He tried to keep his voice calm. Adam groaned as he got up from the chair. His back was aching and he was almost frozen. But he didn’t say anything. He just thought that he’d deserve it. He followed Tommy inside just to see that his suitcase was already in the cabin. Tommy just pointed with his index finger where Adam had to go and sat down to drink his coffee. Adam walked to the bathroom.
He enjoyed the hot shower. He could feel every bone in his body aching. But it was nothing compared with the pain he felt in his heart. He was so yearning for touching Tommy. So maybe a cold shower would have been a better idea. But he was almost frozen. He had no clue what Tommy wanted to do now. He was afraid that he wouldn’t get the chance to prove his feelings. But a part of him was quite sure that he had seen something in Tommys eyes that could turn the whole situation into something good.
Tommy became a little impatient waiting for Adam. He tried hard to gather himself before Adam would be back. A part of him was still insecure. Maybe Adam just wanted to talk things out to be able to stay friends. But would Tommy be able to go back to “just friends”? Was this even possible? On the other hand it is probably better to have a friendship than nothing at all. But Adam kissed him yesterday and this kiss didn’t felt like friendship at all.
Just calm down and wait!
Finally Adam came out of the bathroom. Tommy decided to avoid to look at Adam, so he looked to the lake. His heart was pounding in his chest and it was hard to say in a casual way “Coffee is on the table.” He didn’t turn around and waited for Adam to do something. He could hear him getting coffee and then he felt him coming closer. Tommy almost fell from his chair. Then Adam was next to him and sat down in the chair beside Tommy. Their legs touched and Tommy had to concentrate to not give in the urge to jump on Adams lap.
“So, why are you here, Adam? I said that I needed time to get over you.” Tommy was still looking to the lake. Adam sighed. “Tommy, I don’t want you to get over me. I know I was an asshole. I didn’t want to change our relation. I really thought that a friendship would be enough. And I really haven’t thought that the things we did on tour would change anything. Honestly I didn’t want them to change anything. But I was lying to myself. I didn’t even realize that things already changed until you left. I was so stupid. And I am sorry that I hurt you. Tommy, don’t hate me and don’t try to get over me. Please!”
There was a plea in Adams voice that touched Tommys heart and made him turn his face to Adam. And in this moment Tommy realized how close Adam was. He could see all the freckles on Adams lips. He forgot what he wanted to say and his eyes were counting all freckles over Adams face. And in the corner of his mind where a rest of his sense was left he asked himself when Adam will go on to speak. But Adam was speaking, Tommy just couldn’t hear him. “Tommy?” Tommy came back to reality from a world where everything was about Adams freckles. He blushed. “Sorry, what did you say?”
“I said I hope you can forgive me. And that I could understand if you can’t.” He looked again at Tommy. “Adam, it’s not easy for me to forget what you have done. You made me believe that there was nothing else between us than frienship. And now I don’t even know what is between us. I mean you said, you don’t want me to get over you. But why?” Adam got up from his chair and was standing in front of Tommy. Tommy had to look up to see Adams eyes. Adam came closer and took Tommys chin in his hand. “Tommy, I missed you so much.” Adam kissed Tommys cheek. “I was thinking about you every minute since you left”. Another kiss on Tommys cheek. “And I dreamed about touching you.” A kiss on Tommys forehead. “I was so afraid that you would have forgotten me, before I even had the chance to talk to you.” A peck on Tommys lips. “I was afraid you would forget me, before I could tell you how much I love you. That’s why I don’t want you to get over me. I want to love you and I want you to love me.” Adam pulled Tommy up and laid his forhead at Tommys forehead. “Do you want me to love you?”
Tommy was trembling. His whole body was on fire from the moment that Adam touched his chin. He forced himself to listen carefully what Adam was telling him. And he was about to faint as he heard the words he was waiting for so long. His mind was sreaming: Yes, yes, I want you to love me! He just needed time to be able to put the words out of his mouth.
But Adam got impatient waiting for Tommys answer. He dropped on his knees and took Tommys hands in his own. “Tommy, tell me what you want me to do, to fix this? I do anything. I am not too proud to beg. I just want you to be mine!” Tommy got on his knees and his smile was shining like a sun. “You don’t have to beg. You have got me, you always had. How could you even doubt it. I love you so much and no matter what I try, there is no getting over you. Especially not after your confession.” Tommy cupped Adams face. “And I promise you, I will pass away in front of you, if you don’t kiss me right now you idiot!”
Adam didn’t hesitate. He grabbed Tommys shirt with both hands and pulled him closer. Before their lips touched, he looked Tommy deep in his eyes. He whispered “mine” and then his lips were on Tommys. And this kiss was pure emotion. Gentle and strong at the same time. And when their lips parted and their tongues found each other, Tommy moaned and stopped to analize if his plan worked out as he wanted or if he gave up too easy.
He wasn’t even able to think anything, he could only feel. He was under Adams spell and once he let go, he was lost in emotions. But now he felt safe in Adams arms. It was really good to stop controlling his feelings. It felt like peace. And Adam was all over his body. It was not just hot, first of all it was soft and gentle. Adam kissed every piece of Tommys skin. And he looked deep in Tommys eyes while he entered him. Gentle and slow. He was holding Tommys hands and kissed him while he moved slowly inside of him. And he only stopped kissing him to look in his eyes or to tell him how much he loved him. And Tommy knew that it was true, he could hear it, he could feel it and he could see it.
And if Tommy ever had thought that having sex with Adam was the best thing happend to him, he knew now, that he was wrong, because making love with Adam was so much better. It opened his eyes to a new world. And he knew his life has changed forever.
Adam shivered while he tried to calm down. He wanted so badly to make it good for Tommy, he wanted to make it last. And it was kind of hard because he wanted Tommy so much. He wanted to make sure that he wouldn’t hurt Tommy, so he moved slowly and he was almost hurting himself by holding back. But it was also amazing to feel Tommy so close to him. And as he looked in Tommys eyes he could see that Tommy was trembling inside and that he wanted more, wanted Adam to do more. So Adam reached his hand between them and stroked Tommys cock. And he saw the change in Tommys eyes as Tommy was about to get it. And he thought that he never have seen something so touching. And then something in Tommys eyes threw Adam over the edge and he could feel the waves crushing down on him, while Tommy cried out his name.
Tommy could feel his body shaking through ecstasy and he could see the love in Adams eyes and suddenly it was just too intense to withstand. Tommy felt the tears in his eyes before they were really there. He shivered all over his body and whined all emotions out. And Adam was there, he was holding him tight. “Tommy, I’ve got you, you can let go, I’ve got you.” And Tommy cried all his fears away until he could feel the joy and happiness that Adam brought to him.
After what seems to be a little eternity Adam got up to clean them. Then he laid down on top of Tommy, his hands under his own chin, his look deep in Tommys eyes. “I love you so much, I hope you know that.” Tommy smiled. “I know now. I love you too, so fucking much. I was about to lose my mind without you. How could I have ever believed that I could be able to get over you.” Adam smirked: “ Yeah, I know there was no chance to forget me!” Tommy hit Adams backhead with his hand. “Hey, not fair. I am so exhausted from making love to you, I can’t even defend myself.” Adam was pouting. “Too bad, Lambert, but I have to take advantage of it.” Tommy started to tickle Adam. Adam was writhing and laughing until he fell from the bed. “Aua! This was sooo not cool, Ratliff. But now it’s time for payback.” He wanted to jump up for a little fight, but he stopped as he looked up to Tommy. His face was laying on the edge of the bed and he was looking down to Adam. His eyes were shining and there was a beautiful smile on his face. Adam couldn’t help himself but pulled Tommy down to the floor and kissed him passionatly on his lips. He stroked then Tommys bangs out of his face and said “Thank you for letting me love you.” Tommy shivered and kissed Adam with all the love he had to give and they stayed like this for a while just enjoying the feeling of pure happyness.
THE END.