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I'm done with school. It was the last day of finals today. And I'm depressed. I don't know why. I dislike school so much. I will be away next year, but back for senior year. I think I am sad that I won't see the people that will be seniors next year again most likely. There are people I would have like to know better, but will never see again. And I'm leaving. School ending is a step closer to me leaving, and that's scary. I have no idea what school will be like in the UK. I'm so used to it here, I've lived in the same small city in southeren California for all my life. I've cried a few times today, only once today I really cried, not school or in front of people so that is good. I'm probably going to go back into a big depressive mode, I always do at this time of year. I want to go out every day to busy myself, staying home perpetuates it. I don't feel like eating anymore. Maybe it's the pills.
It's so weird, school is over. This year flew by. I don't know why I'm sad to be gone, it's all the same. Work, work, work for the A's I will of course get. I want to be out with people right now, but I'm at home. I might go out with Cynthia tomorrow, and to a friend's party on Saturday. I hope so. And I need to get my visa tomorrow or probably Monday. Yes I think Monday. Well then, until later.
It's so weird, school is over. This year flew by. I don't know why I'm sad to be gone, it's all the same. Work, work, work for the A's I will of course get. I want to be out with people right now, but I'm at home. I might go out with Cynthia tomorrow, and to a friend's party on Saturday. I hope so. And I need to get my visa tomorrow or probably Monday. Yes I think Monday. Well then, until later.