:: ive been holding back long enough ::
This weekend-
theres alot of writing in here..
* Friday night: Wanted to go to the movies, no one wanted to go so i sat in.. fell asleep then Crystal came over around 8 and we walked out in the rain and our hairs got all messy and curly and wet and makeup smeared, but it was ok. Came home, ate some food, her mom picked her up and she left. Were gonna go to a concert in the summer though so that will be fun :)
* Saturday : Woke up around 10am [parents woke me] cause i had to pack, layed in bed for another half hour, woke up, got packed and got in a fight with my sister, got mad and i didn't wanna go down the shore, then i asked lauryne to come and she was allowed so i got in the shower then she came over and we went with my dad in the van with my brother/dog it was fun we blasted ac/dc and yeah it was fun. My favorite part of going down the shore is the ride there.. we got there and got unpacked and shit then lauryne and i took a walk on the beach and it was so cold and like no one was on it, i love it that way. It was soo windy and the ocean was freeeezing we collected some pretty shells for her mom and then went back cause we were hungry. That night everyone went out and it was me, my brother and lauryne so we just went to the gazibo/beach and talked to fishermen then we came home and watched "fugliest rock stars" on mtv... that is soo fucking RUDE! David from disturbed SOO should not have been on that! grrr fuck mtv i now hate it more then ever. How can they stoop that low to make a show called fugliest rock stars? i hate people. Then we ordered pizza.. hehe fun. We watched figure it out LOL i looove that show it used to be my favorite show on nickelodeon till they took it off =O assholes! there was a hot man on it called boris.. lol. Then we went to bed around 3am.
* Sunday : Woke up, got showers, chilled around then took my sister to work, listened to techno the way back ;D then we went out to dinner at this cute place and everyone kept staring at my shaved hair.. didn't care though.. i actually enjoy it. Then me, my brother and lauryne walked to the surf shop and i want one of those body suit things their soo cute i found the shirt i want it's like 50 bucks but my mom said she would buy it for me ;D so much cuter then bathing suits=/ icky bathing suits. We came home.. we walked to the gazibo again and lauryne was sitting across from me and i was just sitting on the other side and like 4 boys walked up and they just started talking to me then a girl walked up and i got embarassed so i walked over to lauryne and all kinds of more boys started coming and they all came up to us and jp left us!! =x all alone with those boys, lol. Then they were drinking alot so we left cause we don't drink and yeah we got ice cream and we seen "D" LOL inside joke. Came home, played playstation then went back out and the boys who were talking to us were still there so we hid in the girls stall bathroom in the dark and they wouldnt leave! it was fun hiding in there though.. finally they left and we sat on this bench and these two nice girls came up and we talked to them for a while.. made some new friends down there :)
* Sunday NIGHT : I mean late.. this is where the drama begins, i thought i was gonna start my friend so i got my sister after she came in all stoned and drunk and she told me to wait for my mom, who was STILL out clubbing at 2:30am while my dad slept ;/ then she finally came staggering in at like 3am laughing and i was like mom i need pads go to cvs and she started laughing and she was like "HAHAA CAN IT WAIT TILL MORNING" umm ok? and then she laughed and literelly HOPPED/DANCED away. She was REALLY trashed. Then we heard her like throwing up/coughing in the bathroom.. ew. I was so mad at her.. then she kept trying to apologize today.
* Today : We woke up, i looked soo ugly my hair was messed up and i had no makeup on, packed and left around like 12 i guess? there was soo much traffic, i got in a fight with my brother/mom and dad. I had to sit on the floor of the car with my dog who SMELLED.. then she started to throw up so i ran to the seat and they made room for me. I was fine from then on.. dropped lauryne off and came home. I showered and basically sat in my room, unpacked and cleaned up a bit .. boring. Then my mom came in and was like "please dont be mad i hate when your mad at me" and she started to cry.. i felt bad so i was like "i'm not" i kinda still am.. i mean even after so many years i don't know if i fully forgave her for what she did to my dad before. It's been so long.. so now when she goes out with her girl friends i get suspicious because honestly.. if it was my dad she would be soo mad at him for not inviting him and coming in so late. And she keeps using my grandmothers death as an excuse like everything she does wrong she relates it to "well my mom just passed away" or "im going through pain" arent we all? god .. it's not just you. I could go and blame all my shit on that but i don't. I layed in bed around 7pm all ready to go to sleep and my brother comes in "ang theres 2 people here for you, a guy and a girl" ok i'm thinking to myself "what the fuck?" and i told him to tell them i was asleep.. well what do you know here they come and i feel someone sit on me.. jim. WHY DO PEOPLE ONLY KNOCK UP FOR ME WHEN I'M FUCKING SLEEPING???? NOOO WHEN I'M AWAKE NO ONE CALLS/KNOCKS.. BUTTTT THEN WHEN I GO TO SLEEP I GET VISITORS.. wtf. That pisses me off.. bad. So i had to entertain them which wasnt fun they finally left and now here i'am.. don't feel good and it's already 1am and i have school tommorow so i should get to bed, but i'm not. I really do not feel good =x i feel like i have to throw up :'( please go away. I hate school..10 more days .. i got real depressed tonight, i wish i was still down the shore,being cooped up in this house saddens me.
I think this was long enough.. goodnight to the few who actually read this.
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theres alot of writing in here..
* Friday night: Wanted to go to the movies, no one wanted to go so i sat in.. fell asleep then Crystal came over around 8 and we walked out in the rain and our hairs got all messy and curly and wet and makeup smeared, but it was ok. Came home, ate some food, her mom picked her up and she left. Were gonna go to a concert in the summer though so that will be fun :)
* Saturday : Woke up around 10am [parents woke me] cause i had to pack, layed in bed for another half hour, woke up, got packed and got in a fight with my sister, got mad and i didn't wanna go down the shore, then i asked lauryne to come and she was allowed so i got in the shower then she came over and we went with my dad in the van with my brother/dog it was fun we blasted ac/dc and yeah it was fun. My favorite part of going down the shore is the ride there.. we got there and got unpacked and shit then lauryne and i took a walk on the beach and it was so cold and like no one was on it, i love it that way. It was soo windy and the ocean was freeeezing we collected some pretty shells for her mom and then went back cause we were hungry. That night everyone went out and it was me, my brother and lauryne so we just went to the gazibo/beach and talked to fishermen then we came home and watched "fugliest rock stars" on mtv... that is soo fucking RUDE! David from disturbed SOO should not have been on that! grrr fuck mtv i now hate it more then ever. How can they stoop that low to make a show called fugliest rock stars? i hate people. Then we ordered pizza.. hehe fun. We watched figure it out LOL i looove that show it used to be my favorite show on nickelodeon till they took it off =O assholes! there was a hot man on it called boris.. lol. Then we went to bed around 3am.
* Sunday : Woke up, got showers, chilled around then took my sister to work, listened to techno the way back ;D then we went out to dinner at this cute place and everyone kept staring at my shaved hair.. didn't care though.. i actually enjoy it. Then me, my brother and lauryne walked to the surf shop and i want one of those body suit things their soo cute i found the shirt i want it's like 50 bucks but my mom said she would buy it for me ;D so much cuter then bathing suits=/ icky bathing suits. We came home.. we walked to the gazibo again and lauryne was sitting across from me and i was just sitting on the other side and like 4 boys walked up and they just started talking to me then a girl walked up and i got embarassed so i walked over to lauryne and all kinds of more boys started coming and they all came up to us and jp left us!! =x all alone with those boys, lol. Then they were drinking alot so we left cause we don't drink and yeah we got ice cream and we seen "D" LOL inside joke. Came home, played playstation then went back out and the boys who were talking to us were still there so we hid in the girls stall bathroom in the dark and they wouldnt leave! it was fun hiding in there though.. finally they left and we sat on this bench and these two nice girls came up and we talked to them for a while.. made some new friends down there :)
* Sunday NIGHT : I mean late.. this is where the drama begins, i thought i was gonna start my friend so i got my sister after she came in all stoned and drunk and she told me to wait for my mom, who was STILL out clubbing at 2:30am while my dad slept ;/ then she finally came staggering in at like 3am laughing and i was like mom i need pads go to cvs and she started laughing and she was like "HAHAA CAN IT WAIT TILL MORNING" umm ok? and then she laughed and literelly HOPPED/DANCED away. She was REALLY trashed. Then we heard her like throwing up/coughing in the bathroom.. ew. I was so mad at her.. then she kept trying to apologize today.
* Today : We woke up, i looked soo ugly my hair was messed up and i had no makeup on, packed and left around like 12 i guess? there was soo much traffic, i got in a fight with my brother/mom and dad. I had to sit on the floor of the car with my dog who SMELLED.. then she started to throw up so i ran to the seat and they made room for me. I was fine from then on.. dropped lauryne off and came home. I showered and basically sat in my room, unpacked and cleaned up a bit .. boring. Then my mom came in and was like "please dont be mad i hate when your mad at me" and she started to cry.. i felt bad so i was like "i'm not" i kinda still am.. i mean even after so many years i don't know if i fully forgave her for what she did to my dad before. It's been so long.. so now when she goes out with her girl friends i get suspicious because honestly.. if it was my dad she would be soo mad at him for not inviting him and coming in so late. And she keeps using my grandmothers death as an excuse like everything she does wrong she relates it to "well my mom just passed away" or "im going through pain" arent we all? god .. it's not just you. I could go and blame all my shit on that but i don't. I layed in bed around 7pm all ready to go to sleep and my brother comes in "ang theres 2 people here for you, a guy and a girl" ok i'm thinking to myself "what the fuck?" and i told him to tell them i was asleep.. well what do you know here they come and i feel someone sit on me.. jim. WHY DO PEOPLE ONLY KNOCK UP FOR ME WHEN I'M FUCKING SLEEPING???? NOOO WHEN I'M AWAKE NO ONE CALLS/KNOCKS.. BUTTTT THEN WHEN I GO TO SLEEP I GET VISITORS.. wtf. That pisses me off.. bad. So i had to entertain them which wasnt fun they finally left and now here i'am.. don't feel good and it's already 1am and i have school tommorow so i should get to bed, but i'm not. I really do not feel good =x i feel like i have to throw up :'( please go away. I hate school..10 more days .. i got real depressed tonight, i wish i was still down the shore,being cooped up in this house saddens me.
I think this was long enough.. goodnight to the few who actually read this.
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