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Ugh.. i slept ALL day after school and now i'm not tired.. just sitting here watching adult swim on mute while commercials are on. My throat is soo sore omg i'm dying.. i took like a WHOLE cup of dayquil and it's not fucking working! fuck that shit. I'm so confused anymore.. like i don't even know whats going through my head anymore, i don't know who i like, i don't know what i want or anything. One minute i'm happy with myself the next i'm not. And it sucks to feel good about yourself one minute then feel like shit the next.. my head is like blank anymore, i havn't dreamed in a while.. i don't even think anymore, straightly atleast.. i guess.
I'm doing pretty good in school.. got everything handed in so far this marking period .. i guess i just want to do good since it's my last year. I've been so lost lately.. i find myself daydreaming about really weird things and it scares me.. my music tastes have changed, i don't really like the clothes i used to wear anymore.. i guess i'm changing. For the better though.. i really want to go to another concert sometime soon i havn't been to one in forever. I have like 50 bucks left from my money and i don't know what to spend it on.. ugh my trash can is like full of spit LOL grossss ickyness =/
Tommorow i get to get out of school at 11oclock to head over laurynes cause shes getting ready for her prom, so thats cool. I'm going for my learners permit next week, hopefully i pass because i have a car waiting for me.. it's my grandmoms but since she doesn't really drive anymore it's gonna be mine when i get my license. I can't wait..
I'm doing pretty good in school.. got everything handed in so far this marking period .. i guess i just want to do good since it's my last year. I've been so lost lately.. i find myself daydreaming about really weird things and it scares me.. my music tastes have changed, i don't really like the clothes i used to wear anymore.. i guess i'm changing. For the better though.. i really want to go to another concert sometime soon i havn't been to one in forever. I have like 50 bucks left from my money and i don't know what to spend it on.. ugh my trash can is like full of spit LOL grossss ickyness =/
Tommorow i get to get out of school at 11oclock to head over laurynes cause shes getting ready for her prom, so thats cool. I'm going for my learners permit next week, hopefully i pass because i have a car waiting for me.. it's my grandmoms but since she doesn't really drive anymore it's gonna be mine when i get my license. I can't wait..