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I feel like I want to die.
Justin came home drunk the other day drunk and talked some serious shit to me. His words just stuck to me like glue. The jist of his drunken conversation was something along the lines of he doesn't want a girlfriend, I will never be his girlfriend, and he doesn't ever want a girlfriend ever again.
Needless to say, since this has taken place I've been a tad bit cold towards him. Why should I bother, if there is no point to it? I'm almost 27 years old, why would I want to stay with a man who has no intentions of ever "being" with me?
Today in the car on the way home from the store he said something to me about being in a bad mood for the last few days and I said well now seems like the best time to put it out there. The conversation went a bit like this..
"You don't want a girlfriend, I want a boyfriend, so why do we continue this?" To which I got no reply. He just commented on the new Morrissey cd.
Everything sucks. I hate my life.
Justin came home drunk the other day drunk and talked some serious shit to me. His words just stuck to me like glue. The jist of his drunken conversation was something along the lines of he doesn't want a girlfriend, I will never be his girlfriend, and he doesn't ever want a girlfriend ever again.
Needless to say, since this has taken place I've been a tad bit cold towards him. Why should I bother, if there is no point to it? I'm almost 27 years old, why would I want to stay with a man who has no intentions of ever "being" with me?
Today in the car on the way home from the store he said something to me about being in a bad mood for the last few days and I said well now seems like the best time to put it out there. The conversation went a bit like this..
"You don't want a girlfriend, I want a boyfriend, so why do we continue this?" To which I got no reply. He just commented on the new Morrissey cd.
Everything sucks. I hate my life.