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Confession:
I abhor the smell of dirty ashtrays. I'm a chronic ashtray dumper. If there are more than 3 cigarette butts in an ashtray I freak out. I wish I didn't smoke.
Went grocery shopping today and I'm currently finishing up the rest of my laundry. Grocery shopping is always hard for me. I always feel so lonely. My little brother is gone in NYC and he normally goes with me so I don't have to do it by myself, but I HAD to get some food, so I did it, and I survived. After grocery shopping I organized my fridge. Got all beer and wine on one shelf, so there is room for my grub now.
I had to finish up one bottle of wine in order to get it all in there, but I don't think having a glass of wine at 5:40pm is really that big of a deal. I have to work at 9am tomorrow, so if i start early then I'll be ready for bed at a decent hour.
Still no word from J, which is totally getting on my nerves. I'll just drink it away, and my luck he'll call when I'm totally fucked and I'll say something stupid. Oh well, such is life.
I hope it cools down some by the evening time, because I'd really like to go for a walk.
I recieved Red Dirt today from blockbuster.com, so I have something to watch, and I bought the Beetlejuice DVD at walmart. I'm also debating on what I should cook myself for dinner. I hate cooking for one, it's so damn depressing. Looks like I'll dine on some hamburger helper.. Cheap, effective, and not something you really want to eat with anyone else.
I called Muppit today. I have no idea why I did it, but at least he wasn't home, who knows what I'd have said.
I abhor the smell of dirty ashtrays. I'm a chronic ashtray dumper. If there are more than 3 cigarette butts in an ashtray I freak out. I wish I didn't smoke.
Went grocery shopping today and I'm currently finishing up the rest of my laundry. Grocery shopping is always hard for me. I always feel so lonely. My little brother is gone in NYC and he normally goes with me so I don't have to do it by myself, but I HAD to get some food, so I did it, and I survived. After grocery shopping I organized my fridge. Got all beer and wine on one shelf, so there is room for my grub now.
I had to finish up one bottle of wine in order to get it all in there, but I don't think having a glass of wine at 5:40pm is really that big of a deal. I have to work at 9am tomorrow, so if i start early then I'll be ready for bed at a decent hour.
Still no word from J, which is totally getting on my nerves. I'll just drink it away, and my luck he'll call when I'm totally fucked and I'll say something stupid. Oh well, such is life.
I hope it cools down some by the evening time, because I'd really like to go for a walk.
I recieved Red Dirt today from blockbuster.com, so I have something to watch, and I bought the Beetlejuice DVD at walmart. I'm also debating on what I should cook myself for dinner. I hate cooking for one, it's so damn depressing. Looks like I'll dine on some hamburger helper.. Cheap, effective, and not something you really want to eat with anyone else.
I called Muppit today. I have no idea why I did it, but at least he wasn't home, who knows what I'd have said.