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last night eudora played knitting factory robby and i were the only ones not fighting i swear. so much drama before the show. i just sat next to him feeding him on the way there.. yes feeding him everytime i gave him a bite tim was like "you're going to kill us!" but i wanted to make sure he ate food before he started his drinking. didnt want a repeat of saturday. i was teasing him at the show i was like "take your time. slow down" and smiling.
i went to sleep early the night before tim and jamie came over and we all went out to dinner and i told robby that i had to go back home (his home) after because i had to get up at 5am for work it was cute he was like "i can still go out right?" haha of corse.. thats how i was planning on sleeping! haha. i woke up at about 2am and his arm was around me i didnt even hear him come home or get into bed crazy huh? haha.
i felt bad i was excited to see everyone (marisol, nessa, bethy) but i was just soooo sooo soo drained after lunar fiction played i walked over to robby and kevin and kevin goes "you look either really tired or really pissed, which one is it?" and i told him really tired and he just gave me a big hug. brandon was telling us he fucking love me and robby.
im more and more excited for our things coming up
tomorrow we're going to see andrew dice clay
next week (the 25th) is our year and a half and the spill canvas and it looks like hes not going to arizona so he can take me.. =o)
july 1st we're going to see the angels play the a's FINALLY!!! ive wanted to do that for so long and he said he'd go with me even though he doesnt like baseball games haha.
sometime in july we're going to the fair.. i keep trying to find out when but i dont know.
i think there maybe a warped tour in there not sure last night bethy goes "are you going to warped tour?" i looked at robby "am i going to warped tour?" haha.
and august we're going to wyomming!! im stoked about that im getting more and more excited. meeting his whole family. cousins and everything ive only met mom's mom, mom's sister, dad's sister and mom's sisters husband and mom and boyfriend so it will be interesting to meet the rest of my family.
my dad got the package i sent him today it had the eudora cds in there for him and courtney haha.. she finds out what shes having next week! im excited to see what shes having.
i woke up this morning and just looked at him. hes beautiful and im so head over heels for him. i was talking to jamie about it yesterday about how i never thought it woulda lasted this long and that we'd work so well.. i keep trying to push thoughts of our future outta my head but its getting harder haha. he's my peguin.
i went to sleep early the night before tim and jamie came over and we all went out to dinner and i told robby that i had to go back home (his home) after because i had to get up at 5am for work it was cute he was like "i can still go out right?" haha of corse.. thats how i was planning on sleeping! haha. i woke up at about 2am and his arm was around me i didnt even hear him come home or get into bed crazy huh? haha.
i felt bad i was excited to see everyone (marisol, nessa, bethy) but i was just soooo sooo soo drained after lunar fiction played i walked over to robby and kevin and kevin goes "you look either really tired or really pissed, which one is it?" and i told him really tired and he just gave me a big hug. brandon was telling us he fucking love me and robby.
im more and more excited for our things coming up
tomorrow we're going to see andrew dice clay
next week (the 25th) is our year and a half and the spill canvas and it looks like hes not going to arizona so he can take me.. =o)
july 1st we're going to see the angels play the a's FINALLY!!! ive wanted to do that for so long and he said he'd go with me even though he doesnt like baseball games haha.
sometime in july we're going to the fair.. i keep trying to find out when but i dont know.
i think there maybe a warped tour in there not sure last night bethy goes "are you going to warped tour?" i looked at robby "am i going to warped tour?" haha.
and august we're going to wyomming!! im stoked about that im getting more and more excited. meeting his whole family. cousins and everything ive only met mom's mom, mom's sister, dad's sister and mom's sisters husband and mom and boyfriend so it will be interesting to meet the rest of my family.
my dad got the package i sent him today it had the eudora cds in there for him and courtney haha.. she finds out what shes having next week! im excited to see what shes having.
i woke up this morning and just looked at him. hes beautiful and im so head over heels for him. i was talking to jamie about it yesterday about how i never thought it woulda lasted this long and that we'd work so well.. i keep trying to push thoughts of our future outta my head but its getting harder haha. he's my peguin.