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May 16, 2004 11:26

Mister,
Don't forget where I saw you. Don't forget what that means. I know your secret. Your secret's safe with me.

2 Fingers and Beef were wonderful. I'm determined to have a show with them when our band gets going. My body felt weird, I kept shaking, and having back spasms, I wanted to sit in a corner in the fetal position. I saw my two lovelies and a new one, his name was Dean or something.
My uneasiness about him won't go away.
Fuck you Sara Shaw. You're doing it wrong. Even when I'm alone I'm not alone. You did it right once, why can't you do it again? I don't know how. So many other people do, so it can't be that hard. You're not wanted. Leave me alone. Don't go. I need someone to talk to. I'll never leave you. I won't have to, because I was never there in the first place. What is wrong with you? What is wrong with me? Tell me please. Go to sleep. Lie in bed. Fill your mind with situation you imagine. They are fairytales. No point in hoping. Hope is all I have. Be quiet.
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