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I'm waiting for the other shoe to drop. It's easy to feel apprehension when you forget that there's someone standing next to you holding your hand and keeping your head above water the entire time. It's nice to be reminded of that now and again. Anxiousness is natural, though. I wouldn't be myself if I didn't feel it.
Today on the whole has been full of ups and downs. I'm still in a funk over Little. I keep thinking of her little kitty feet and the way her fur felt. Or the way she would drool when I petted her. bleh. I miss her. And it kills me that her last few weeks were in so much pain. I love that little cat.
I talk to much, and I don't mean to. About stupid, inconsequential things and stories that no one really cares to hear. But I can't seem to stop myself from rambling on and on and on. I don't really know how my roomies or my boss put up with me on a day to day basis. I can barely stand me.
Things are going to be okay.
Things are okay.
Now. I just need to convince myself to go to the grocery store.
Today on the whole has been full of ups and downs. I'm still in a funk over Little. I keep thinking of her little kitty feet and the way her fur felt. Or the way she would drool when I petted her. bleh. I miss her. And it kills me that her last few weeks were in so much pain. I love that little cat.
I talk to much, and I don't mean to. About stupid, inconsequential things and stories that no one really cares to hear. But I can't seem to stop myself from rambling on and on and on. I don't really know how my roomies or my boss put up with me on a day to day basis. I can barely stand me.
Things are going to be okay.
Things are okay.
Now. I just need to convince myself to go to the grocery store.