injason blow

Feb 20, 2002 23:15

So today was my boi's birthday.

In the morning I really didn't want to get out of bed, but I forced myself to and dragged myself to school. In the middle of the double in A slot I decided it best to go home and sleep for a little bit.. Did so until tracey called me at 12 telling me the lock was gone from the locker.. I got lonely so I went back to school and saw craig there and hung out with him until tracey came. She had a new lock and her binder was missing from the locker. I wish Derek wasn't so fucking immature at lunch time always.. gah

Went to my classes...froze in Science class.. took the bus afterwards down to catch the 47 to transcona and some stupid old lady started making rude comment sto me. I had the nerve to tell her that it's none of her business but I just turned away. got down to the mall.. realized I didn't have channge at all for a payphone.. so I finally got soem and tried calling BJ to pick me up but the line was busy and he suprised me showing up anyways before hand..

he liked the present I got him.. I feel bad though for not having it all together yet.. heh.. Then his family took us out to olive garden for supper. I t was really good. I got the one thing that always makes me sick.. but this time It didn't go figure.

Went back to his house, had cake, stupid 5 g/f's pfft!!! and he opened his presents.. then we went down to his room and snuggled for a bit.. then came to my house..

ha ha reading that made my day. thank you .. pfft. idiot.. and those shallow throated people I think should die.

I almost started crying today.. I think I was hit by a truck with a striking resemblance of reality on it. It makes me so happy but yet so sad.. and I'm so scared to .. I think it might be too late.. you just can't get rid of it.. even when your discussing the possibilities .. and you know it'll hurt.. but you just can't help it.. and I want to cry and smile more now.. because I'm so fucking scared
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