*sigh*
Things have been wonderful lately. I think my parents decided to 'punish' me by decorating the tree without me.. or maybe they just figured I would be an angsty pain in the ass and didn't want to deal with me. I hate christmas trees and christmas music and christmas. On Thursday we went to get the tree and while we were listening to the music in the car I could only imagine this woman screaming in such agony.. like a movie. It didn't make sense. The music = cheerful. The woman = not cheerful. I guess did make sense.
We had the parent meeting with Eyva. Everything went so well and Im feeling a bit more optomistic about graduating now. I do, however, find it rather fucked up that Eyva just basically told them everything I had been telling them forever. And they believed her. Not me. Or rather, they trusted she was telling the truth. Im so fed up with everything and very scared about the future.
At least I have my salt n' pepa.
I got some tapes from value village yesterday. I cant tell you all of them because one of them is a suprise for (shhh!) sarah lily. But dont tell anyone. One of them I got was salt n' pepa though. (not sarah lily's) Its so jazzy and fabulous.
I dont know. Ive just been so nervous lately and really really really scared. I have to wonder sometimes if subconciously Im trying NOT to graduate. I mean, I know I will graduate.. it's just I know that my work is so much better than what I've been turning in this year.
Eh.. sorry about the long entry. Maybe it's not that long, but it's longer than what I normally post.
We had the parent meeting with Eyva. Everything went so well and Im feeling a bit more optomistic about graduating now. I do, however, find it rather fucked up that Eyva just basically told them everything I had been telling them forever. And they believed her. Not me. Or rather, they trusted she was telling the truth. Im so fed up with everything and very scared about the future.
At least I have my salt n' pepa.
I got some tapes from value village yesterday. I cant tell you all of them because one of them is a suprise for (shhh!) sarah lily. But dont tell anyone. One of them I got was salt n' pepa though. (not sarah lily's) Its so jazzy and fabulous.
I dont know. Ive just been so nervous lately and really really really scared. I have to wonder sometimes if subconciously Im trying NOT to graduate. I mean, I know I will graduate.. it's just I know that my work is so much better than what I've been turning in this year.
Eh.. sorry about the long entry. Maybe it's not that long, but it's longer than what I normally post.