ScHoOL IsNt ReALLy FoR ThE CooL KiDs! LoL..
HaHa.. I'm such a dork! Oh well! Well, school is back on! And to be perfectly honest, other then the fact that it seems to drag on for like ever, it really isn't that bad. I mean you get up, go there listen to some teachers talk (sorta) and chill with your friends. Or atleast that's how my days have gone so far. Minus the listening because we really haven't done much. But I don't know I think I just want it all to be over with at the same time yah know? 98 more school days! YaY! Now that is really something to be excited about. I really don't think I'm going to miss high school. I mean you can't really miss something you really aren't to fond of.. I think if school wasn't so caught up in like the high school drama and people were more real and less two faced, school would be a lot more enjoyable for everyone.. But I don't know, some people I guess can't see that. But hey that's their deals.
Anyway, Roxanne's life is actually going pretty well. Minus the fact that I think I'm getting sick. But hey that is what happens when it is about 20 degrees outside every morning... Sickness is just a minor set back in life, well actually I like to act like I'm not sick when I am because I really don't like taking medicine and believe me, my mom is a firm believer in making me take the dreaded stuff. Speaking of moms, it is my mommy's birhtday today! And Maddy's mommy's. It's funny beause it's like my two mom's and they both have the same birthday. I don't know I enjoy things like that.
Here's something that just crossed my mind, if you are can't hold onto the friendships you care most about, then obviously you don't really care much about them. I mean it is obviously your own fault to blame for not taking the time and effort into trying to keep that friendship. With knowing this, why do people love to blame others for their lost friendships. I mean honestly now, how are you going to try and blame someone because you lost a friend. Just because that person you want to blame is still friends with the friend you lost doesn't mean it is their fault. It's like "Oh, feel sorry for me that person is ruining my life by stealing my friends" Come on kids, grow up. If you lost friends don't go blaming other people. It is your fault and yours alone. Don't bring in a third party just because you can not handle the truth.
That's another thing that I don't get about some people. Why do they go out of their way to find simpathy from other people. I mean it is really sad when you are obviously trying to get simpathy from others. I mean does getting fake pity from people really make you feel good inside? Knowing that when you play the whole "woe is me" crap all you get are fake "Oh, I'm sorrys", doe that not just make you feel even sorryier about yourself? Knowing the fact that you had to openly go out of your way to get the pity you wanted? Man, some people really do have some seriously pathetic ways of getting attention.
That's another thing, so many people thrive for this attention. But why? Were you not loved as a child or something? I mean how can you go about everyday just being like "Oh look at me! Watch me! Feel sorry for me!" Now that my friends, is entirely insane. Why not just live your life like a normal person. Go about your life and whatever happens happens. If you are ment to be in the center of everything then you will be. But if you find yourself constantly having to invent new annoying ways to be in the spotlight, then you obviously aren't supposed to be the center of attention. So why not just sit back and let be the way they are supposed to be? There is a time and a place for everything. So wait for it.
I would also like to note right now that none of these are intended to any specific person so I would appreciate it if I didn't get any people talking crap because they like to assume that my life for some insane reason revolves around them. Because honestly it doesn't.
On to the funny things that I enjoyed. Such as my late night conversations with my good buddy in which we were reminiscing about the good times we once had. It brought back some really fun times and also made me realize that some of my decisions I really don't regret doing and some that I thought I didn't regret I really do. Does that even make sense? Oh well, it makes sense to me. My sister is another person whose been keeping me laughing. "Do you really want to associate with someone who was rude to your sister and a jerk to you? Not to mention I really just didn't like the kid." HaHa..
Anyway, Roxanne's life is actually going pretty well. Minus the fact that I think I'm getting sick. But hey that is what happens when it is about 20 degrees outside every morning... Sickness is just a minor set back in life, well actually I like to act like I'm not sick when I am because I really don't like taking medicine and believe me, my mom is a firm believer in making me take the dreaded stuff. Speaking of moms, it is my mommy's birhtday today! And Maddy's mommy's. It's funny beause it's like my two mom's and they both have the same birthday. I don't know I enjoy things like that.
Here's something that just crossed my mind, if you are can't hold onto the friendships you care most about, then obviously you don't really care much about them. I mean it is obviously your own fault to blame for not taking the time and effort into trying to keep that friendship. With knowing this, why do people love to blame others for their lost friendships. I mean honestly now, how are you going to try and blame someone because you lost a friend. Just because that person you want to blame is still friends with the friend you lost doesn't mean it is their fault. It's like "Oh, feel sorry for me that person is ruining my life by stealing my friends" Come on kids, grow up. If you lost friends don't go blaming other people. It is your fault and yours alone. Don't bring in a third party just because you can not handle the truth.
That's another thing that I don't get about some people. Why do they go out of their way to find simpathy from other people. I mean it is really sad when you are obviously trying to get simpathy from others. I mean does getting fake pity from people really make you feel good inside? Knowing that when you play the whole "woe is me" crap all you get are fake "Oh, I'm sorrys", doe that not just make you feel even sorryier about yourself? Knowing the fact that you had to openly go out of your way to get the pity you wanted? Man, some people really do have some seriously pathetic ways of getting attention.
That's another thing, so many people thrive for this attention. But why? Were you not loved as a child or something? I mean how can you go about everyday just being like "Oh look at me! Watch me! Feel sorry for me!" Now that my friends, is entirely insane. Why not just live your life like a normal person. Go about your life and whatever happens happens. If you are ment to be in the center of everything then you will be. But if you find yourself constantly having to invent new annoying ways to be in the spotlight, then you obviously aren't supposed to be the center of attention. So why not just sit back and let be the way they are supposed to be? There is a time and a place for everything. So wait for it.
I would also like to note right now that none of these are intended to any specific person so I would appreciate it if I didn't get any people talking crap because they like to assume that my life for some insane reason revolves around them. Because honestly it doesn't.
On to the funny things that I enjoyed. Such as my late night conversations with my good buddy in which we were reminiscing about the good times we once had. It brought back some really fun times and also made me realize that some of my decisions I really don't regret doing and some that I thought I didn't regret I really do. Does that even make sense? Oh well, it makes sense to me. My sister is another person whose been keeping me laughing. "Do you really want to associate with someone who was rude to your sister and a jerk to you? Not to mention I really just didn't like the kid." HaHa..