i think i am gunna cut the word deserve from my vocabulary

[glitterencyst]

so if someone shot me right now i bet i deserve it for some reason.

i guess i thought this would be easier and by this i mean everything

been skipping classes already and fell asleep early as shit with lights on to wake up and realize that i didnt finish my shit that was due last night nor did i study for the test and quiz today
i wake up to sit and pretend to pay attentionwhen all i think about is robots and flower people and the end of the world
im a bastard to my life and dont know why i am acting the way i am about it
i think im cursed with never being satisfied and driven into the wind
im all around undecided
...shall the commune ensue? i think i should surender to the way of life my body keeps asking me to live

and my dreams have come back in detail