but baby its cold outside.
I feel selfish, on edge, tired, hated, loved, affectionate, bored, christmassy and lazy.
Quite a mixture.
Today was a blah day.
I wish that things went my way but then i dont because that is selfish. I wish that life didnt have its times where things are so inconvinient. I wish that i could be someone else for the day and see what their view was on me, im sure in many cases i would wish i hadnt.
But i dont have a genie to come and grant those wishes so ill have to ask for them for christmas right? Heh.
There are a couple of people that i wouldnt do without at the moment, one being tim (of course), im so pleased with the way things are going, everyday i think back to october and it still really affects me about how he broke up with me but then every week he says that it was the wrong thing to do and i say it wasnt because now its so much better. Im just glad its all dandy and so im appreciating it all.
That was a note to self.
I miss the sarcasm and the laugh.
Ohh my, english was odd today- Linda just doesnt get her points across and youre left thinking "what did she just tell us to do?".
Me and tim dont have COPE tomorrow, so im thinking either going into bristol for shopping like i should do or just coming home and watching tv for a while avec tim as always. I like having tim at my house alot, i get lonely when i get home from college alone and i like to make him a fried egg like i did the other day. I like to care for people, which probably comes as a suprise?
Okay well, hmmm st gregs tomorrow evening- really not sure if i want to go, its weird...i cant explain.
Im going to go now and see to a little friend of mine who needs some totsielove.
Lula!x
Quite a mixture.
Today was a blah day.
I wish that things went my way but then i dont because that is selfish. I wish that life didnt have its times where things are so inconvinient. I wish that i could be someone else for the day and see what their view was on me, im sure in many cases i would wish i hadnt.
But i dont have a genie to come and grant those wishes so ill have to ask for them for christmas right? Heh.
There are a couple of people that i wouldnt do without at the moment, one being tim (of course), im so pleased with the way things are going, everyday i think back to october and it still really affects me about how he broke up with me but then every week he says that it was the wrong thing to do and i say it wasnt because now its so much better. Im just glad its all dandy and so im appreciating it all.
That was a note to self.
I miss the sarcasm and the laugh.
Ohh my, english was odd today- Linda just doesnt get her points across and youre left thinking "what did she just tell us to do?".
Me and tim dont have COPE tomorrow, so im thinking either going into bristol for shopping like i should do or just coming home and watching tv for a while avec tim as always. I like having tim at my house alot, i get lonely when i get home from college alone and i like to make him a fried egg like i did the other day. I like to care for people, which probably comes as a suprise?
Okay well, hmmm st gregs tomorrow evening- really not sure if i want to go, its weird...i cant explain.
Im going to go now and see to a little friend of mine who needs some totsielove.
Lula!x