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So yeah just a quick update on le life.
Mom and I joined a gym.. and we have now sucked court and Tracy in to it. Which, actully, i find that i love it. I work out hard, bust my ass and even thought i am tired and D-E-D i feel i have accomplished.. something. I went 1.19 miles on the tred mill last night, tonight we are going for 1.25 we will see how this all works. Not that im changing to much in my diet, but i am changing some things in my diet. I think i may have roped heather in too. So that will be cool.
Things at work have been weird lately. I have been getting my head bitten off for every little thing and I don't know why. I get that some of it is me, but some things aren't. And Im the only one that Lyn is lashing out at. I mean. I get that things at her house are stressful, that she doesn;t feel good some times and that the kids are a royal pain.. but, it;s not my fault. and It shouldn't be. I got a you aregue with everything i say. No i don't, but.. whatever.I almost cried today. that's how upset i am. There are only 35 days more. but I don't wanna feel like this, I wanna have a good time and enjoy the rest of my year. I just don't know how to bridge it. I don't wanna snap, but it just makes me feel incapable of doing anything. I don't know. if things aren't differant by the end of the week, maybe i will leave her a note. I mean. i wonder if she is taking all the stress out on me cause she knows i can handle it. which is cool. I don't mind. But.. it's not fair if she's not.
Lets see what else. Oh yeah. we are totally addicted to dancing with the stars. Oh my god. Joey was so good last night. I love that man. gah.. he's so sexy.
Okay. Im gonna go and work out now. I know.. crazy huh to hear me say work out. But. once the whole.. you have so much more energy thing comes in to play.. it'll be better.
Mom and I joined a gym.. and we have now sucked court and Tracy in to it. Which, actully, i find that i love it. I work out hard, bust my ass and even thought i am tired and D-E-D i feel i have accomplished.. something. I went 1.19 miles on the tred mill last night, tonight we are going for 1.25 we will see how this all works. Not that im changing to much in my diet, but i am changing some things in my diet. I think i may have roped heather in too. So that will be cool.
Things at work have been weird lately. I have been getting my head bitten off for every little thing and I don't know why. I get that some of it is me, but some things aren't. And Im the only one that Lyn is lashing out at. I mean. I get that things at her house are stressful, that she doesn;t feel good some times and that the kids are a royal pain.. but, it;s not my fault. and It shouldn't be. I got a you aregue with everything i say. No i don't, but.. whatever.I almost cried today. that's how upset i am. There are only 35 days more. but I don't wanna feel like this, I wanna have a good time and enjoy the rest of my year. I just don't know how to bridge it. I don't wanna snap, but it just makes me feel incapable of doing anything. I don't know. if things aren't differant by the end of the week, maybe i will leave her a note. I mean. i wonder if she is taking all the stress out on me cause she knows i can handle it. which is cool. I don't mind. But.. it's not fair if she's not.
Lets see what else. Oh yeah. we are totally addicted to dancing with the stars. Oh my god. Joey was so good last night. I love that man. gah.. he's so sexy.
Okay. Im gonna go and work out now. I know.. crazy huh to hear me say work out. But. once the whole.. you have so much more energy thing comes in to play.. it'll be better.