Trying and Trying
Well it is now after 5am. I am trying to force myself to get my house clean. Trying to wake up and get moving. My house is do fucked up!I am so sick of feeling helpless and it is all in my head my fucked up head is stopping me from doing anything good for my body! I am going to just push myself harder to get things done and maybe get my life somewhat normal I think I will start with my house!