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Wow,what a long as weird crazy ass day! I havent slept at all I have been up now for about 30 hours so I have been very irritable. I had to go see my doc and pay some bills and fuckin bussiness tax. My rage was about to come out. It started when I went to a music store looking for a Deftones cd I was frustrated I knew they had it but I couldnt find it so I finally found somebody to help me look for it she was a real bitch. When I told her what cd I was looking for she rolled her eyes and said something under her breath she was this gothic looking chic whos only focus was trying to look cool and hip and very dark instead of customer service. At first I didnt let her rudeness get to me, but then she said something elese stupid to the other chic who also looked like her lifes goal was to look dark and oh so cool and have a mean look on her face to try to have the act to go with the look eww! They were talking shit about cds that the customers were buying. I finally went off. I said I pitty your pathetic life Its ashamed your so busy trying to be cool and oh so underground that you cant sit back and enjoy music for what it is. I said what thefuck do you do when your fav underground bands go mainstream they are prob not your fav bands anymore are they? She said "Dont fuck with me" I told her no yes im fuckin with you because you fucked with my insane ass in the first place. I said alot of shit to her and her little wannabe band groupie freind. They walked up to me like they were gonna do something and I laughed and said dont fuck with me because im not taking my meds lol. I balled up my fist and customers in the store started yelling at them also. This one chic told the bitch to go get her a Jessica simpson cd. Then this dude said yeah while your at it get me my fuckin creed cd right now and make it the underground album! I was rolling. I started to leave and told the bitches that they really need to stop stressing on only listening to shit that aint mainstream cuz they know they would love to be able to turn the radio on or watch mtv and still feel like they still have a purpose in life other than talking shit about people who can really enjoy all music no matter who the fuck the band members were or are. I guess its not as funny if you were not there. I dont care who the people are as long as they can sing and do their fuckin job to entertain. It is fuckin stupid how some people wont allow theirselves to enjoy certain bands because its not the hip and cool thing to do. I dont have too much going on in life but I sure as hell dont have enough time to spend my life following the lifes of band members. Because the bands sure as hell dont pay my bills or give a damn about how or when we bought their cds all they care about is their own lifes and their next royalty check. Dont get me wrong I love music and I really like movies about how some bands made it to the top and then the bottom. I just feel that we must not mix entertainment with real life. I had to vent about these rude ass peeps.