verbal vomit.. reader's discretion is advised.

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everybody knows that something's wrong,
but nobody knows what's going on.

alright so today has been unlike any other.
well duh, every day is like that.
but this is really different.

i can't seem to pinpoint what it is that drives me so clinically insane, but i think i'm getting close. today was a breakthrough, vince and i are completely over, sad but true.. but i had to make sure that there was no confusion on the subject, and that felt good. not because we're not together, but because for once, i know exactly where i stand. i can't say that for much of anything else, so it felt good.

i've always known that i'm quick to forgive but not as quick to forget, and that needs to change as well. i need to be consistant. i'm sorry for the past few weeks julia, if you don't know what for, call me. i'll tell you.

oh. and thank you to a certain someone.
for everything. you truly are one of the few that make me feel okay when everything else seems to turn against me.

i guess this is just a bunch of crap, so i'm going to end it here.
let me just say this,
value the relationships you know will not end,
and the reward for your effort will be just that,
never ending love and support from the people that
know you care.

i♥you.