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Numbness seems less bad, or maybe I'm just getting used to it. Eyesight/visual disturbances getting much worse. Can't tell any more with the tremors...they're not as constant and awful but they're still there. I'm almost afraid to stop worrying about it because I feel like if I do, that'll be inviting it to be something awful.
Brain cancer is my biggest fear. It's mostly incurable in adults, it robs you of your vision, mobility, intellect, memory, personality...I had a friend whose dad died of it...he didn't know his family by the end.
I started taking klonipin again, maybe that's stopping my twitches. Which worries me, because it's an anti-seizure medication. And guess what brain tumors cause.
Another week until I can see a neurologist. Please god let it be nothing so I won't have to have an MRI. I'll completely lose my shit if I do.
Brain cancer is my biggest fear. It's mostly incurable in adults, it robs you of your vision, mobility, intellect, memory, personality...I had a friend whose dad died of it...he didn't know his family by the end.
I started taking klonipin again, maybe that's stopping my twitches. Which worries me, because it's an anti-seizure medication. And guess what brain tumors cause.
Another week until I can see a neurologist. Please god let it be nothing so I won't have to have an MRI. I'll completely lose my shit if I do.