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another weird period. started off brown which is 100% not normal for me (they started ending that way a couple years back) and now it's red or pink but VERY light. pregnancy panic back with a vengeance, and i'm angry because it was getting better and i was finally feeling normal. i hate this.
i'm also fucking exhausted all the time, sleeping all day and all night. side effects, withdrawal, i don't know. we all know why i think it is.
the only reason i fear pregnancy is because it would mean i was unfaithful to the person who makes my life worth living. made worse by the fact that i wouldn't remember doing it so i would never know why.
someone found me some programs that might be helpful. there's one i'm really interested in that's half cbt half talk therapy, both things i think i need right now, and it's one on one so i don't have to worry about talking in a group.
i'm also fucking exhausted all the time, sleeping all day and all night. side effects, withdrawal, i don't know. we all know why i think it is.
the only reason i fear pregnancy is because it would mean i was unfaithful to the person who makes my life worth living. made worse by the fact that i wouldn't remember doing it so i would never know why.
someone found me some programs that might be helpful. there's one i'm really interested in that's half cbt half talk therapy, both things i think i need right now, and it's one on one so i don't have to worry about talking in a group.