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[glitterbec]

i didn't mean to count, but then i did....five funerals in 20 months. that's not fair.

i've felt like puking for the past 25 hours or so. i feel unlucky. i feel numb. i feel selfish for only thinking about how i feel.

i just don't know anymore.

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[soltantosogni]

You are selfish. Because we all are. It's moments like this where it's ok to say that no one understands. Because no one can understand the kinds of relationships you had with those that passed.

Please, please get at me this weekend. I miss you. I need hugs. And I'll sing you Cucumber Songs. I swear.

[soltantosogni]

oh, thegillian@gmail, that might help.