I live this moment as my last...

[glitterbabygirl]

I hate my life right now. But it has to get better right....I mean the only way it could get worse is if i was dead. NO not dead that would be good, no more pain, no more crying, no more fighting, no more lies, no more secrets. There somebody would love me, somebody would understand me, and I wouldnt have to be so fake all the time. Yeah dead would be better. Sometimes I used to wonder why someone would feel like being dead would be better than being alive. Now that I think about it, I know why.

May my heavy heart rest better in a different place.

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