i HATE not having money.
i am in a really shitty mood right now.
the worst part is that i started this day off in an absolutely fantastic mood. i woke up next to Jase, had some morning sex, drove home and found out that i was supposed to be on the boat today and i mixed my days up. so my family was mad at me for missing out on that. then, as i was driving my brother and i home from getting a late lunch, i get pulled over and receive an $82.50 ticket (not the WORST i've ever had, but definitely a wallet killer for someone who only makes $8 an hour...). so now i have an $82.50 ticket, a $22 class to go to to become certified for this thing for my job, i owe my mom $30 for a parking ticket i got and probably $100+ for going over my minutes this month, i owe my credit card at least $200, AND i have my bills to pay (totaling to $420 a month). i don't get paid enough or frequently enough, so i am going to have to get another job. i HATE my life right now. i am in such a bad mood that if anyone so much as breathes incorrectly in my direction, they have a 99.9% chance of getting their heads bitten off.
and you know how frequently i get this upset.
hardly ever.
so this is kinda huge.
i am in such a hole of debt that i don't know how i am going to get out. i am discouraged and overwhelmed and i just don't know what to do. i hate money. i need someone that's totally loaded and doesn't mind letting me just spend spend spend.
please send the rich men my way; they don't even have to be cute.
loaded and with a good personality suits me just fine.
i am falling asleep now and i have to be at poppin's tomorrow to go on the boat for like eternity and i'm probably going to end up doing fucking everything. some relaxing memorial day. -_-; I. HATE. MY. LIFE.
the worst part is that i started this day off in an absolutely fantastic mood. i woke up next to Jase, had some morning sex, drove home and found out that i was supposed to be on the boat today and i mixed my days up. so my family was mad at me for missing out on that. then, as i was driving my brother and i home from getting a late lunch, i get pulled over and receive an $82.50 ticket (not the WORST i've ever had, but definitely a wallet killer for someone who only makes $8 an hour...). so now i have an $82.50 ticket, a $22 class to go to to become certified for this thing for my job, i owe my mom $30 for a parking ticket i got and probably $100+ for going over my minutes this month, i owe my credit card at least $200, AND i have my bills to pay (totaling to $420 a month). i don't get paid enough or frequently enough, so i am going to have to get another job. i HATE my life right now. i am in such a bad mood that if anyone so much as breathes incorrectly in my direction, they have a 99.9% chance of getting their heads bitten off.
and you know how frequently i get this upset.
hardly ever.
so this is kinda huge.
i am in such a hole of debt that i don't know how i am going to get out. i am discouraged and overwhelmed and i just don't know what to do. i hate money. i need someone that's totally loaded and doesn't mind letting me just spend spend spend.
please send the rich men my way; they don't even have to be cute.
loaded and with a good personality suits me just fine.
i am falling asleep now and i have to be at poppin's tomorrow to go on the boat for like eternity and i'm probably going to end up doing fucking everything. some relaxing memorial day. -_-; I. HATE. MY. LIFE.