Silence
Usurp me, any power. It really doesn't matter what you think.. Thank God its over right now...
Right from the start, I always try my best to understand what is going on in your mind. Little did I know that it is a world you intend to keep it impenetrable. You've built a thick wall but left a peeping hole for me. Seeing and not ever getting anything within. Now I get what you mean when you say, you didn't mean it. You didn't want anything.
Many times I've stopped myself - "no, give him a chance, don't pull off his facade". Not now. It's a glittery world; every fall has made it ever more shiny and glittery. Ultimately what goes up must come down, don't you agree? Imagine his hand in yours, your body in his arms, a look of love in your eyes; used to make me cry in pain, now its joy I feel. How long will you keep that facade? How long will you make everyone believe a falsehood? To me, it doesn't mean anything 'coz I know everything. You don't have to hide from me, yet you choose to. I only want you to understand that I have the capacity to partake in your joy and sorrows. Even if you keep it quite, I've always made it a private matter to throw a celebratory party within my heart for you. Sincerely hope that one day you will chance upon your true love. A love connection that extends beyond physical attraction. So at least someone has the key to that forbidden garden of yours. I'm happy to just watch.
Dearest one, you're a milestone in my life. Thanx for making my departure easy. It's never easy to stop loving. Thanx for teaching me how to accept the truth bravely, though you may have no idea what effect you have on me. Though I no longer view you romantically, you've never cease to be an important friend. Your ignorance make you vulnerable. Do you know many people are trying to protect you? The truth will be out one day. Please don't be ashame of yourself. I'll pass you the courage I have gathered as a beacon for you in the dark. Don't feel guilty, it won't ever make you feel better.
How good are times when we are innocent, joyous and deviod of knowledge?
Right from the start, I always try my best to understand what is going on in your mind. Little did I know that it is a world you intend to keep it impenetrable. You've built a thick wall but left a peeping hole for me. Seeing and not ever getting anything within. Now I get what you mean when you say, you didn't mean it. You didn't want anything.
Many times I've stopped myself - "no, give him a chance, don't pull off his facade". Not now. It's a glittery world; every fall has made it ever more shiny and glittery. Ultimately what goes up must come down, don't you agree? Imagine his hand in yours, your body in his arms, a look of love in your eyes; used to make me cry in pain, now its joy I feel. How long will you keep that facade? How long will you make everyone believe a falsehood? To me, it doesn't mean anything 'coz I know everything. You don't have to hide from me, yet you choose to. I only want you to understand that I have the capacity to partake in your joy and sorrows. Even if you keep it quite, I've always made it a private matter to throw a celebratory party within my heart for you. Sincerely hope that one day you will chance upon your true love. A love connection that extends beyond physical attraction. So at least someone has the key to that forbidden garden of yours. I'm happy to just watch.
Dearest one, you're a milestone in my life. Thanx for making my departure easy. It's never easy to stop loving. Thanx for teaching me how to accept the truth bravely, though you may have no idea what effect you have on me. Though I no longer view you romantically, you've never cease to be an important friend. Your ignorance make you vulnerable. Do you know many people are trying to protect you? The truth will be out one day. Please don't be ashame of yourself. I'll pass you the courage I have gathered as a beacon for you in the dark. Don't feel guilty, it won't ever make you feel better.
How good are times when we are innocent, joyous and deviod of knowledge?