count to ten, fall apart, and start again.
So I have this stupid problem - nothing big - that I don't know how to deal with without hurting one person's feelings. It's funny because at the heart of this problem is a person I really like and care about, but who has...expectations and desires that are more or less inconvenient for me because right now I want to focus on school. Maybe more than inconvenient.
I want more.
It's a ridiculous American obsession, isn't it?
Someone wonderful and amazing and honest just falls in your lap (or appears to hold your head while you're puking, in my case), and they actually like you. They want to be with you, but they're too shy, and so guess what?
I want more.
More more more more more.
I can't just enjoy what's being handed to me and appreciate it, however much I want to.
God, that's pathetic. I better fucking focus on school.
Watched the new Reefer Madness with my dad this evening. Hysterical.
I want more.
It's a ridiculous American obsession, isn't it?
Someone wonderful and amazing and honest just falls in your lap (or appears to hold your head while you're puking, in my case), and they actually like you. They want to be with you, but they're too shy, and so guess what?
I want more.
More more more more more.
I can't just enjoy what's being handed to me and appreciate it, however much I want to.
God, that's pathetic. I better fucking focus on school.
Watched the new Reefer Madness with my dad this evening. Hysterical.