i'm back...
Eating ends now. I have a super hot boyfriend who has a super hot body, and I can not look the way I do now when I'm in public with him. We're going to start partying and clubbing together soon and I need to be super skinny like I used to be :(
Today I had:
2 brownies (FML) (600)
fruit snacks (180)
lucky charms (220)
=1000
...And I'm going to keep it at that. I want skinny arms, a deflated butt and bony hips. I wanna see my ribs without sucking in and I want a tiny back. I'm going to do it no matter what it takes... no food. I can put up with any suffering. I just need to remember how tiny I felt in that wedding dress, how skinny Katie is, and how badly I just want to fit in the boy's arms... I need to get sick again. It's the only way.
Endless crunches tonight and thinspo music. I'm gonna succeed this time.
TTHHEE PPAARRTTYY - Justice
Take It Off - Ke$ha
Big Girl Now - New Kids On The Block ft. Lady GaGa