Nov 10, 2003 01:32
6 of them now. 6! lucky me. never be out of them. they will stay with me forever <3
why cant people understand, understand what i do, feels right? it looks fucking weird for outsiders to see, i know, ive had comments from people. but that fact of the matter is, it makes ME feel better. i dont do it to make other people feel sorry for me. i feel better when i do it, and sometimes, you have to be selfish to protect yourself. I dont give a shit anymore, people begging me not to do it, it makes me feel better, so why the fuck shouldnt i do it? why shouldi listen to people who have been blessed with perfect mental health? i need stonebow. (stonebow being herefords mental health unit)
Love you all x