Nov 03, 2003 20:48
I was going to update about funeral for a fiend, meeting saz and getting drunk but i can't be arsed. now i'm going to update about Evanescence, crying, not being better and the self hate teenage angst fuelled "grrrl" i am...
Last night i got on a train with hannah, looking forwards to seeing Evanescence. well, we got there, had to queue for ages...but it was worth it...all 10 minutes of evanescence i got to see...the two supporting bands were amazing. Whem amy lee came on, i cried my eyes out.she was so beautiful. and i had to leave after like 3 songs, because the last train home was at 10pm. i as gutted. a lot of people see evanescence as a shit band, but what they sing about, means a lot to me. train home, i cried. gutted because i saw 3 songs, jealous because she is so beautiful.
Yep, you guessed it, i'm spiralling downwards. a black hole.