Theres nothing i can be, i cant help hating me

[glitter_junky]

today was shit. I keep getting all emotional over stuff and i cant help it. i cant help but watch cuts trickle with blood and i cant help but cry, cry because people keep calling me beautiful and i really don't believe them.

what am i going to do?
a: end up in a mental hospital
B: get it over and done with and just commit suicide
c: other?