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I wish I had someone right now. To take me away. To wipe the tears in my eyes. To take away the emptiness she leaves me with. I don't belong here, as I believe I don't belong anywhere. I can remember this sadness, and I thought I could overcome. But I am only falling once again. The air now sick and stale, empty of words because all we already said. I don't want to hear how much of a piece of shit I am, don't remind me. Just let me remember on my own. I'm screaming on the inside only because I don't want her to hear, but I want someone to. She breaks me when I am already broken. What is the point of being here when no one whats me here? I don't want to feel alone. But maybe thats all I know, therefore I bring it upon myself? If anyone, can hear the tears I can not type, please give me reassurance that there is a reason I am here. But if there be, no reason upon not ones lips, then I don't know how long before I let her hear me scream the sound to make a mothers eyes bleed. Pathetic I know. But I don't want to be alone anymore.........