Nov 10, 2005 22:16
long time no blog.
I've been reading everybodies and theres have all seemed interesting in compared to what i was going to say so ended up not.
But thought I should give it a go.
I am currently on my reading week but bizarrely one of the module teachrs decided to have his reading week in 8th week and thus i still have lectures..bizarre.
i went home on friday night and came back on the tuesday. in some ways i guess i was dreading to go home , not in the sense of seeing my family but just not quite knowing how i was going to slot back into family life. Worrying about whether it would seem rude if i went and did some work in my room as i had travelled home to spend time with them - but i wouldnt have been. silly niggly worries i think really.
but it went ok, i think my mum really misses me, my brother went to boarding school and my dads always away so i guess i was always there for her, and now she feels im not.
i set up an msn address for my family - mainly for my mum just before i went to uni so that we wouldnt have to be using up lots of money on phone calls and things. its only really my mum that uses it, but my brother went online a few weeks ago, and he told me that he missed me and was looking forward to me coming home. for those who dont know my brother's 23 (thus doesnt say that kind of thing) and well i've never been really really close to him i mean were not distant but i dunno how to describe it he's aways there but we dont really talk lots, cant really desribe it in the way im meaning to , but hm yes when he said he missed me it kind of struck a chord. i guess some things you truly take for granted and small things can make you realise it.