questions of science and progress do not speak as loud as my heart
i suppose i should update my journal since i have not done so in a while. oops. uh i'll see what i can remember. new years eve, sucked cock. for once i didnt do anything. it sucked. i was going to go downtown, but the car was fucked up, so pretty much everything got fucked up and i sat home by myself, watched the lost boys, tried to go to bed at 11:30 so i wouldnt subject myself to watching the stupid ball drop alone. that didnt happen because i had so many thoughts running through my head i was just laying in bed balling like an ass. it was ok though, i got some phone calls from drunken buff state kids. always fun. and my friend i hadn't talked to him in ages, that was nice. but then the best one was at 8 in the morning. this stupid ass i met at the bar the last day of the semester who i hooked up with in one of my drunken rages. he was all like, call me this weekend if you want to do something. i was half asleep, so im like... yeah derr whatever. obviously i didnt call him, granted the fact he waited 3 weeks to call me. douche. so then he called me again that weekend, at like 3 am or so, and i was again, sleeping. i dont remember much of the conversation, because i think i was ripped that night,plus i dont remember a lot when im half asleep and people call me. but i think he was asking me out again, and i said something retarded, like "i never go downtown" even though thats where we met. haha. and he was like... "well call me when you want to do something, because it doesnt sound like you do much" and i was like... "WOAHHH OK THEN" and he was like, "uh no, no i didnt mean to offend you." and i was like.. "yeah ok, bye". we'll see if the prick calls again. just because i dont want to do anything with YOU doesnt mean i dont do anything. douche bag.
oh, and i hate tops a whole lot. i snapped at a lot of customers yesterday. it kind of felt good. i mean, im a really patient person in general, but for the first time in a long time, i was in a really pissed off mood. pms perhaps? i usually dont get pms, but the birth control may have something to do with it. but i dont care, because i havent gained any weight, and my boobs are definetly fuller, which reminds me the victorias secret sale is on. must go. anyway, im off track. um, yeah, so i just got fed up with assholes blaming ME for their stupid insurance companies shit. YOUR FUCKING PLAN CHANGED, YOUR COPAYS ARE HIGHER NOW, DONT BLAME ME! i usually just laugh it off but i got really pissed. do people realize how stupid they sound when theyre like... "this is wrong, you did this wrong." oh. excuse me i did this? because im pretty sure i billed it to your insurance company and this is what they want you to pay you stupid prick. and i hate when people are on brand name drugs, which have generics available, and they complain that their copay is too high. well guess what dick face, if you switch to the generic it would be cheaper! and theyre too dumb to realize its the same drug.
ok im done.
oh, and i hate tops a whole lot. i snapped at a lot of customers yesterday. it kind of felt good. i mean, im a really patient person in general, but for the first time in a long time, i was in a really pissed off mood. pms perhaps? i usually dont get pms, but the birth control may have something to do with it. but i dont care, because i havent gained any weight, and my boobs are definetly fuller, which reminds me the victorias secret sale is on. must go. anyway, im off track. um, yeah, so i just got fed up with assholes blaming ME for their stupid insurance companies shit. YOUR FUCKING PLAN CHANGED, YOUR COPAYS ARE HIGHER NOW, DONT BLAME ME! i usually just laugh it off but i got really pissed. do people realize how stupid they sound when theyre like... "this is wrong, you did this wrong." oh. excuse me i did this? because im pretty sure i billed it to your insurance company and this is what they want you to pay you stupid prick. and i hate when people are on brand name drugs, which have generics available, and they complain that their copay is too high. well guess what dick face, if you switch to the generic it would be cheaper! and theyre too dumb to realize its the same drug.
ok im done.